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I am a door bell

 

Young Master that , phrase can mean 2 things , it did for me in my past 1 is the one you may think of .. adorable pretty cute handsome .... The next is some one who if you ring their bell some one will CUMM  ( being used by a chick for her pleasure all the while ,, while getting what I wanted )  but today dipshit I am going to write about being pretty ...

 

I mean I just can not see any of us as being PRETTY yet with teen daughters I hear that phrase , the girls see some guys and say ... ohhh he is so cute or actually say he is so pretty ........ girls find us attractive .... In the mind we understand that as logic but in our being ,, that inner part of yuou dipshit you feel a WHY ?  a HUH me pretty or a doorbell ? Iam just ME ! and being me is being working class in my clothes ,   beard and moustache , hairy chest , scars nothng that I instinctually find attractive ........ ATTRACTIVE  is important in aworld that fuctions on freedome of CHOICE ... remember what I write about the old ways the arranged marriage forms of our common past ,, even in our society before 1900 a woman was ,, penniless without being in a marriage they could not own land it was always held by a male in the family or her husband ... the female NEEDED us we were not a choice because we were pretty or not ........   but now you are choosen because you are PRETTY .... Not because you are just a good man ... my value stems in part from my PRETTINESS ....... Now girls tell each other daily how pretty they are it is something young teen girls do each day with each other and also listen to adult women when they are together they are always telling each other how pretty they are how that dress makes them look great ... or that heair color sets off their eyes .......... But us ,, you and me ,, dumbass well we tell each other how much of a DUMBASS we each are , we insult each other we hit each other we wrestle and make each other less pretty .......... WE ARE NOT PRETTY , yet our self worth is relted to being pretty ,, that is why so many of you establish that prettiness with they use of bait that really cool TRUCK .... Ahhh now we you and me can finally accept prettiness not in ourselves but in our possessions .......... Hmmmm think about it dipshit

 

Because the reality is when you 2 are nude ,, she find you pretty ....... And you honestly can not handle it ... it confuses you whether you want to admit it or not . and that confusion plays into this ....... Caution What you wish for you will most likely get it ... my friend have you eve r gotten something in your life something you kinda wanted but ,, when you got it you were so suprized to have it that you almost did not know what to do with it ?   it maybe be hard to remember an event like this but most people have had it .... Getting a subbie maybe something like that ....... Now it is a great position to be in but if you do not handle the [pressure you may destroy that great thing you got ,,, how about the chance at a great career the OP of a life time ... and so manypeople fuck it UP becuae they do not know how to act !   having a subbie is like that ,, the OP of a life time and what happens you fuck up ..... is stupid ways ........... WHY .. maybe self image ,, see the world around you wants to sell you useless shit , so their corp's can make lots of cash ,, the way they sell you shit is to make sure you think you need their shit ! ,, right? Why would you buy their shit if you did not feel you needed it ...... you feel you need have to have the newest thing computer , fishing lure , whatever ,,, like clothes or hair care product or fancy hair cut so your hari does not talk back and give every one a bad attitude ........... the repeating of ideas over and over fucks with your mind dipshit ,, mind control and it works do not tell me it does not that you are too cool ,, to smnart  .. you are not ... it works that is why so many companies use the sience of mind when developing their advertising stragerty ........... and the human sex drive ,,, our sex drive is the biggest underliying motivation   and everyone knows it ,, that is why hot chicks are in almost all advertising .....   it works it works it works ... and you mind resgisters certain themes in this repeating flood of pictures and an ads ..... you gotta be PRETTY  to get the dream girl !

 

BUT you know you are not pretty ! and you are proud of  not being pretty ,, in fact you kinda go out of your way to be a bd boy and not PRETTY ! and it does attract the girls you do get lucky ... and then you hear things like you are handsome cute pretty .... And part of you is going ..? huh ? what ?  ok if you say so .. lets fuck ! becaue fucking is your natural recreation ........ fucking does change as your confusion changes you honestly fuck most often the hardest and the best as you find yourself falling in love with the girl .. after you feel confusion or doubt about her real commitment to you , you may lose your desire to fuck her somedays ,, somedays ,, not all days just some days ... ohh bqck to getting what you want

Caution what you wish for you will get it ... how true ,, now you get it ... job ,, or girl or whatever ,, open your fucking eyes dipshit ! are you ready for the OP for the great thing to land in your lap or did you need some growth time still ,,, ? in the DOM/sub life style if Mr. MNIce Guy is still coming out .. that does not help your subbie .. she needs your leadershit 24/7 read the articles on SUBSPACE .com .. especially one call the Healthy Subbmissive ..... understand her ,, and dipshit understand yourself understand stupid dumb little things like how you view your own body ! the more you understand some shit the better you become ,,, and remember you have had years of minutes of BRAINWASHING years of advertising forced into your memory circuits ... it takes 1 minute of POSTIVE  self understanding to contteract 10 minutes brainwashing asdvetising ,,,, you have been brainwashed since age 1 .. day 1 .. trained by mom and dad also victims of brainwashing ..... so dipshit ..... think that is all .. being ready the the great Opurtunities in your life is your responsibility not her responsibleity .... Do you get that dipshit ?

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Represion forces expression

 

Well young master many who read my words take me out of context ... and I guess that is good it gives me a reason again to touch on ideas again ......... well one dipshit is , the effect of repressing , pushing shit down in your mind and heart .... Eventually shithead that shit you repression will express ,,, iit will show up often times like shit .... In shitty ways ...........first I gotta start here ....... 3 percent of all births come with a birth defect ... 3 percent ... the total of all birth defects .. like hairlips or deformed nose ears , missing finger or extra finger .. well the total is 3 percnt of all birth .. now that that pyshicall number and figure it stands to reason that ,,, that on the mental end ,, the brain functioning end there should be a similar amount of deformity ..... the deformity can be a brain that is to SMART   maybe like a savet ? those people who are human computers ,,, autisitic ,,, depressions frome birth .... Ocd .... How about homosexuality since the organ craves it's instinctual match ,, a pussy desires a dick .. and a dick desires a pussy a mind who desires the homo sex is .... Not right ( but homo sexuality by choice , well that is OK in fact just fine it is choice natural normal ) ........ how about sickos whack jobs? Sickos whacko's should make up only 1 percent of the total 3 percent of possible mental defects ,, max... max 1 percent of mental problems ........

Hey dipshit ..... I have had to many girlfriends .... And because of  those figures I have had too many girls who were involved in counseling for SEXAUL Abuse .... AND BEING THE good man THAT I AM  the guy who cares about the girl I wanted ... I learned and was often involved in the counseling and survivor books and workbook things  ......... and I found out some numbers 1 in 3 gurls has been raped ,, 1 in 3 even today in todays fancy worls 1 in 3 ..... wow and you think the cave man days were bad ,, you think the arranged marriage day were terrible ,, here in the US 1 in 3 girls is being raped .and even worse is ,, much much WORSe is 1 in 5 girls are being raped by a family member ............. Incest ........ 1 in 5 ... 20 percent .......... Think for a minute dipshit think .........

I talk about fucking on the extremes .... Why because I neeed to shock you out of the nice guy , soft cuddly touchy feely boring sex guy who the girl will leave because she is not satisfied ( she can leave you with our moving out , she can leave you mentally and sexually and still wear your wedding ring ! ) I want to understand the nature of rape and its place in our evlovlution .... OK

 

But raping your own children is not natural .......... There is no reason an adult male should find an IMATURE female sexually attractive ,,, except ,, except ,, if the twisted fuck is repressed  ,, his sex is repressed ,, his sexual nature will express ... some how .... OR  that person is the 1 percent abnormal of the 3 percent abnormal ... 1 percnet of 3 percent of something is a really really really small number .......... NOT 20 percent ,,, where did the 19+ percnt increase in incest stem from ?   it should over all prepresnet the 1 percnet of 3 percent ........ abnormal people are abnormal their action cause people to notice them and handle them taking then quickly out of the NORMAL population ,,, except when we fuck up natural checks and balances ... think what would happen 5000 years ago at a male who was twisted enough to fuck IMATURE mates ...... that would be weird IT WOULD BE WEIRD ,,, when he should be fucking his wives!  Why fuck immature ?  in nature does this happen ,, no when an animal is sexually ready it begins to get fucked ,, why did we humans get so twisted ?

 

 

HUH? WHY ARE WE SO TWISTED ?  sick shit should represent the 1 percent of 3 percent   , not the real life of 20 percent of the girls you will meet ,, 20 percent ... out respression forces expression ... like squeezing out of shit thru a tight asshole ..... YO people who read my shit you gotta read lots of it before you judge me tatlly ,, 1 I ain;t a fucking writer never said I was ...... two ,,, read me in total context ,,,,, these are very complex ideas that 1 page can not hold the yin and yang of the ideas  peace people

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I know all about girls ..

" You do whatever she says ....  that is what will make her happy ! "  hmmm interesting that is what a young male said to me was the most important thing about getting a girl . This lil' guy what is he about 8 or 9 telling me about  the girls he likes and how his mom taught him how to make his girlfriends happy when he grows up ............ hmm interesting ,,, be UN - NATURAL ........ LET HER LEAD AND THAT WILL WORK ... I happen to know this young man's mom very well I know her string of failures ... yes tons of failures each man she got promised to her to be UN - NATURAL ........ and each relationship failed !   facts is facts ........ and how how do I teach a young ... young master to ignore the advise the world is feeding him ......... I can't it will not be until he feels the pain inside hime will he then question his training when he feels the confusions of lust and passion ...... the bullshit behid the respect for a woman as you fuck her hard like a lil' slut and then fiannlly she is happy contented and well fucked ,,,, THE BITCH IS DEAD and a loving submissive girl is born ........ the birth of a submissive so easy it is to kill the baby submissive nature in a well fucked girl ... how is it killed .. how is the bitch re - born well the bitch is born by me ,, and you .. and the future young master I talked to ... all of us dipshits ,,, following the advise of today ...........  " you do whatever she says ....... "    yep put all the decisions and stress back in her world ,,,

 

Dumbass , do you ... honestly now think about it , but do you , ask her over and over .. honey are you happy ? is this OK ? are you sure ?  is this the right restaurant ?  what do you want to do ? do you question her all the time about what will make her HAPPY ! ... YOU KNOW WHAT WILL MAKE HER HAPPY ?  think about Christmas why do we give presents we give presents to see the receiver SMILE  ... simple we all love seeing the other special person in our lives smile .............. so when you do not let her give of her time to you ! well she is not giving the present and seeing your smile ,, if you fuck with her pleasure in mind she is un fulfilled ,,, NOW DIPSHIT ... THINK , fuck because you like to fuck ... enjoy fucking and the most fun you will have FUCKING  is after .after she is cumming ... yes AFTER SHE IS CUMMING the fuck gets willd YOUR PRIDE GROWS AND GROWS AND so does your DICK , yep the pump of her reactions will be better than any MAKE YOUR DICK BIGGER VITAMIN  or shit it is natures own .... Pride in experiencing the pride of fucking hard long and strong ......... so in you taking ........ TAKING , fucking hard and natural for your won pleasure you in the end give her the best fuck she can get ! ............. Not this touchy feely nice guy soft ass shit fuck ........ thinking about her worrying about if you are too ruff ... YO ! DIPSHIT , girls are not china dolls they are designed evovoled by millions of years of rapes for .... Hard fucking !               not for a man to do what she says but for aman to do what he instinctually wants and likes which is what she is designed by nature to like also ,,, our YIN AND YANG   of evolution ......... but not if you as a young master have been trained to be soft and cuddly ,, shavinig your chest waxing .. worrying about how you talk and touch ,, worrying to the point you are scared to open your mouth and talk to her or even worse to touch her to desire her ! GOD DAM I FEEL FOR THIS YOUNG MASTER ! .. the pain and confusion he will ive thru because he will believe the advise of people of women who have failed over and over ... he will believe the males he meets who are begging for his mom's pussy ,,, doing whatever she wants till the inner animal in the male can take not 1 more insult ........ and another male figure leaves this young males life and the female his mom blames the male .. never thinking that her yin is not yin but is Yang ( which ever is male or female in yin and yang insert them properly ) is dominant ......... DOM  .. dom by expectation of todays fairytale and feminist exectations ......... all the happiness of confusion of have a twisted instinct .

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Practised in ending

 

Young Master from your firt dateyu have been training how to break up ... each and every date a part deep inside of you hoped this chick was the 1 and of course she was not since ... well dipshit look at your life today and tell me .. fuck shithead tell yourself ... things are wrong and you know it ........ and you have that escape plan ...... ot that plan on how to just live in pain ,, survive and honor your words of honor ........ but dumbfuck you have broken up or been broken up with by th girls in your life each and every fucking date ended in ............... ENDING .

I talk about instincts , then hope that you will atleast think about it .. add the idea that you are an instinctual animal and a thinking animal all wrpped  up into YOU ....... The sages of old knew ,, we were animal an as suck we needed to have a sex partner so as we developed communities the sexual stress became evedent and then sexual rules came into play so to keep PEACE keep the culture working not going crazy ........ the poly I write about I feel is our deepest nature most animal basics ........ the arranged marriage would be the next level ........ in the arrab=nged marriage there is not the practice in ending in breaking because you are getting married young in your teens no need to learn dating skills ...... the instinctual division of laber and dependence in home life job descriptions is hel true ,, you dipshit work out side she she works at home ,, you interest is in making money to keep your sefl and her and the kids happy her job is to keep YOU HAPPY .. hence the development of the KAMA SUTRA .. the book of love the training book for women ,, for women .. on how to please the male ,, and a hppy male makes the female happy

 

The same is true today , the girl , the subbie loves seeing you ha[ppy and she is depressed when she feels she failed you or herself in her own choosen job ...... pleasing you . but today in our confused state of living well things are just fucked up . And you have theat excapre plan built into you mind ........ whether it is just surviving learning to enjoy hiding in beer or fishing or the ultimate which is breaking up ........ but the arraged marriage with the AWFUL things we think about it ,,, the awful things that news pro's have reported .. have spinned for their own desire ,,,,, if a reporter came to the US and interviewed if that reporter hid in the MALE SUBMISSIVE  lifestyle and saw men getting fuckin in the ass by females , saw men cleaning the house dressed like French maids ,, saw men kissing the feet of their DOM females and then ,, those reporters ran a story or series of reports showing that this is who is the MODERN MALE  the new nice guy male of America .............

 

Now think about the SPIN  reported by writers over the ages about the abuses females have  endured ...... yet ,,, yet ..... the cultures grew ,, society functioned of course a small percentage when viewed in STATS not in 1 to 1 but in over all stats yes there was and still is female abuse ,,, bad abuse ........ but the greatest numbers are numbers of people who are content in their life ,,,, in the instinctual jobs and loves of life ,,,,,,, and they did not date they were never trained in BREAKING UP in havng an escape plan built into their minds .. but the effect of SPIN ,,,  twisted instinct ......... ohh but dumbfuck you can not understand just what I wrote the idea of someone not knowing the real reality of the average American and only believing the sickest of the sickest ,, the dirty laundry ......... not seeing that some people are happy ........... yet the truth in the US is 60 percent divorce ,,,, 99 percent of dates ,, break up ..... that 1 in 4 people are on drugs for depression ,, that 80 percent of you and your friends are living in pain mentally. Ohhh what fun ............. The reality of dating

 

That escape plan effects your abilty to function ......... not easy to identify to understand the effect of it in your life ,, in hers ......... in your trains of thoughts .........the stress of that type of thinking leads to so much ...well stress and stress is the main reason for escape .. use of drugs or drinking to make life worth living ,,,, because the diffcultness in living a stressful life . instead of respecting our INSTINCTS OUR NATURES .... The Dom / subbie is natural .... Each has a job each works to make the other happy ........   

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No No No and she opens her legs farther

 

The good girl in her has been trained to say NO , yet she wants to be fucked it is her nature it is her favorite recreation it feels really really good so why would she say NO NO NO ... to you and me young master it is not Logical .........right ! correct it si not logical dipshit so ........... so ....what . Handle it adapt or get trapped into doing the right thing like she does and be UNHAPPY .... The poen of yesterday the I am sorry I follow the rules poem that I am a nice guy poem .... Well it is a poem about failure as if to show us that ( not to try to change the girls you can change no one else other than yourself ) doing what we think they want what we have been trained the girls want will end up in failure .... And the girls most often searching for that male who will take the control they really want ,,,, well the girls end up most often with a pinhead not a well rounded DOM  but a pinhead . To bad there has not been role modeling training fo the DOM life style that you young master could see ......... but there is not mainly just men who tell stories and lie a lot act all big yet beg for the pussy they have . Begging comes in so many forms .

Ok yesterday I was feeling ....... Right I started off my blog acknowledging that I was feeling something but I did not know what , the feeling was sparked just by writing the word Subbie ....... God dam those feelings the sub conscious mind talking in the only way it can just just gives you a hunch ,,, that part of your mind reads all the activities around it .. and then delivers you a hunch a feeling ....... Later that day I had more feelings ,, just feelings of uneasiness between me and my Debbie ...... real bummer I love my Debbie and when we are in this funk well ... well .. we start down the same old road ........ fall into old habits ....... Yes the DOM/sub life style does help but if the issues are so deep so based in old habits then it can be very to REALIZE THE PROBLEMS AND TO STOP THEM .....

Now ... I had written in TWISTED INSTINCT the theory about the effect of a poly relationship ...... a sisterhood ....... More than one woman sharing a man ..... listen to what I wrote women sharing a man .... The women sharing .... Very much a choice thing they want the sisiterhood and share the DOM male ........ but I have only theory .. yet on occasion life gives me experience to think about .... Well like I said I and Deb were in a funk and stress ........ you can tell when her kisses cool ,,, when every bite you give her  is the wrong , wrong bite ,, almost every touch has a problem that she judges you over and over ..... it is just a time ,, a cloud a funk .... It is something that will probably pass in a few days but the damamge of those few days can be great .......... It can be and effect of the hormonses racing thru her body ............ and yours ( I like to admit I got some blame )  but in the end is the end ....... I mean shit like FUNK is so confusing as to realy hurt some couples ...... we were in a funk ... then alongs come a girl a friend of ours ... but a girl ... a girl who she is sexually competitive with and as I and this girl start talking my /Debbie becomes closer and much much much more affectionate than she had been for days and days .......... For days she had been judgemental from my kissing again to my biting to almost everything except the fucking and spanking .. well almost all of our activities she was in this jusdging mood ......... CONFUSING ME ...... but the arrival of a friend ... yes a friend ......... that brought my Debbie back ,, she return to attentive and touching me ,, and her kisses to me were once again loving and hotter ....The COMPETIVE nature the good thing ! that nature ini girls ...... the effect of the poly ............ but the greed of Eve and self esteem issues in the girls and ... and .. and the most important part is the effect of Bozo males in the pasts of women ....... Since the poly has been lost a normal life style after 1892 when it became outlawed .... Well young master you were never trained to live the GOOD POLY the respectfull poly ,,, being the DADDY DOM who loves all his children and sees that like with children having an ONLY child ... causes that child to become spoiled rotten and often UNHAPPY kids like having brothers and sisters even though it is natural to be jealous of the love a parent shows your brothers and sister ....... YET Young maste what if the girls develop the sisterhood .........ohhh over time I will write ,, the poly effect is just natural it is all around us all the time ......... ignoring it not talking about well ........... that would be the right thing young master ,,, it would be living the I am Sorry Peom being the respectful nice guy and in the end it will all end up WRONG !

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Candling scratching spanking fucking

Young Master candling is the dripping of wax from a burning candle on your subbie .... Hmmm subbie , for me the usse of that word while I just wrote it mae me feel something ... what did just flash thru my mind ..... subbie why did that make me feel something ... dipshit so many times you and her too , will feel things ,, just feel things unnamed un understood just feelings that change your state ........ and then you start to want to figure out what the fuck is going on , and you think about the happenings in your life trying to find the CAUSE for that EFFECT of feeling ........... the cause  ..... and that cause may be! Blame ........ ohhh the blame game spoils love , it spoils the fun like .. old spoiling food turns some thing good like food ROTTEN ......... thinking to much and not trusting the basis ,, the orginal commitment and realizing that the contract is the truth any ..fleeting feelings , flashes of thought are just that temporary things .........oooops back to topic .......

The topic is confusion ..... and programming ..... burn the candle dumbfuck use cheap candles they burn colder make sure they are just aprafin not beeswax ,, cheap candles are best! The burn colder ........ reais the candle about 18 inches to 2 feet above the underside of your forearm and drip some wax on you ,,,,, and feel ......... FEEL the sting , and also notice you did not get really burned did you ,, no lasting burn marks all you got was that shock of hot warmth a splash on you skin and a slow cooling and the feeling of the wax hardening ........... that   is what she will feel and with her you can raise the candle higher just to insure you do not burn her ,,, and you can test lower the candle once or twice ......... ohhh clean up one use a cover sheet over the bed spread makes washing the bedspread easier ..... but but since you may want to shock her with the waxing ... shock her ....... Then OK shaock then allow for a stop and a placing of a cover sheet to protect the bed ........ clean up is just popping off the wax from her skin like it was on your arm ........ and a stiff brush can be used to sweep her skin ,,,, ( a ascarthing ) .... This all sounds like great fun YES ?  yes it is .....

Scartching ,, mow you have felt her scarcth you right , the pride you feel in knowing she is enjoying your fuck so much her animal is coming out ..... the same goes for her .... But but but ......... the days of confusion ,,, WHAT YOU DID YESTERDAY MAY TODAY NOT  .. not bring the same or similar results ..... god dam this is irritating over time ....... It is though in her attitude her tone of voice her controlling or teaching of you that you happen to start one of those ......... feelings ... that feeling I just had for example at the word subbie ,,,,, because like the way she changes in reaction to a scratch for mday to day ......... she state changes day to ... her need to be DOM in some way changes ........ the cute lil' girl is not let out the bitch is there at home way to long or keeps creeping out during the scene ......... now of course the girl has to be able to tell you when she does not like something .. OF COURSE that is logical or else over time she will split because being with you just ain't fun ,,, and of course there is things that you do that are just NATURAL to you tha will not change .. and she will adapt to that because whe wants you ! so dipshit the same thing you will do and maybe just maybe ,, it may feel like you are submitting .. maybe deep inside you you feel like you are submitting in the accepting of her needs .......... Thnk dumbass think it is a dynamic balance living life ,, everyday changing ....... And remember that even in you ,, yes you a male the sex hormones like testosoterone goes thru monthly cycles causing you to ........ feel ! hey when in the month is it most logical that nature would want the male to be more Assertive or aggressive ,, probably just around her ovulation to insure that you will fight for the RIGHT TO MATE .... Rutting season !  in other words about 7 days after her period ends your testosterond levels will probably become higher leading you to be ..... more edgey .... More .... More .. well just MORE    ......... so her reactions to your actions change and your reactions to her reactions changes ....... Maybe because of those dammed chemical the hormones running thur our viens the ANIMAL side of being a human animal ......... so what she liked last week does not work this week and what she says this week may make you just feel while last week it would have rolled off you like watter on a duck .......

Spanking ,,, the punch you get from a frined or the slap on your back ,,, done by a friend in a friendly way is OK .......... Hey yo! Dipshit , the same goes for her sensitive ass ,, nice soft cute .... Loves a good firm slap , especiall y while she is sexually stimulated ..... no big mental problem ,, learn to do it and enjoy doing it to her ! it will evolve into use of cool tools .. like floggers ,, but do not expect a good girl to ask you to spank her ,,,,,,,,, because GOOD GIRLS DON'T DO THAT ! .. ask that is is ... like it? Yes good girls like it .. but asking makes thenm feel dirty and bad .... (this date in 1882 congress illegalized poly .... Outlawed legal polygamy .... Only what like a lil' more than 100 years as compared to 2.5 million years ... hmmmmm interesting )

 

Now young master ,, listen to he while you fuck her , her breathing her moans her screams ( I hope you drive her hard enough to cause a screams ) change up your angle ,,, get out of the fucking box ....... And fucking from strange angles .... Let your inner mind set go ! fuck her like a lil' slut and watch her collapse after the sex and feel twitching with orgasisms ....... And let your self feel PROUD!

NOW DIPSHIT WHAT IS THE DIFFENCE ? what is making love? Soft gentle love and really really feeling enjoying human PLAY? What? I saw the following on the site of a younger young master , a person I know has not had enough life experience to have really felt these words enough to craft them ....... He must of cutand paste them ,, in fact I think it is an old poem of about male frustration about women , about our confusions ........ think about this in relation to the shit I have written over time ....... Realize what .. what does her inner animal really want ,, why is she hunting allowing herself to be where she is ,, when you ....... Are what she says she wants ..... WHY ? what effect did all the programming have on both of you .. how have you and the girls you know just been running around doing all sorts of shit out of confusions ... searching for things that a fairy tale said should bring happiness ,,,, a fairy tale said was the right way .... When the facts in your face say ......... ( ooh dipshit sorry is a word of submission eating away each and everytime you think it .. just think it ,, it eats away at your self esteem ! )

 

I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of goin out..

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just fuck you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date


I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enough to make it in your world.


I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.


I'm Sorry

That i cared

I'm sorry
I was there and gave you all I could, and told you how I truely felt when you asked but never listened

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

I'm sorry
That you never saw what you always had all along.

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Programed to be programmed

 

Young Master , I warn you often about your training ,, I call it programming .. I think it important you understand that being programmed is natural for us and has been going on like for fucking ever ........ especially I want you to think ... think for yourself not take my words or anyone elses AD - VISE the worst Vise is advise ...... first filter everything thru your own life ....... Remember the idea of for each action there is an EQUAL AND OPPISITE REACTION .... So shit head be a shit head well expect that life will treat you to receiving shitty shit ! 

Yo dumbfuck ,, having children or being involved with the young of your own family is a great learning ......... tell alittl one a story and guess whayt they will believe .... Yes they will believe ....... It is not until they are around 6 or so they start to compare your words with their own experiences and then decide if you are telling a truth or palying ..... I found this graphically in my life once ,, one of my lil' ones saw my hunting bow in the garage ... a sport I was not active in so she had never seen me with it ,,, it was that age she was into the movie POCOHANTAS  ,, she was playing the part of the Indian princess ..... her play was the princess , what she was like 5 and then she was dreaming about being a woman about being in ? ? ? LOVE with a man ? ? ?  5 year old boys if they got into that movie think they are braves and they practice WARFARE not love ...... but back to her my lil' princess ....... She saw daddys bow and arrows and asked " daddy are you an Indian ? " and I said said yes then joking I said UGG UMM Chug alug Umm and told her was that was Indian for Hello how are you .......... Little did I know form that minute on she would describe her daddy as being an Indian brave to her friends in school until she was about 9 or 10 ........... ohhhh how cute . My simple lil' joke was Gospel truth to that lil' trusting mind .

 

Now dipshit think about the cave man family .... The start of the MIND FUCK the tool of fear and control ........ GOD !  yes god and real - legion .... The extended family the group the community .. the tribe who you will fight to your death to protect ! your LEGION ....... The people who you are " in league with "  well a story was told and a lil' heard it and believed it ........ as question was asked and the answer given it became gospel ......... now the Daddy may haved died shortly afterward , the tirbe may have been over run and everyone became slaves but the lil' remembered her Daddy was an INDIAN  .. she remembered daddys answer daddy's words and later when she became a mommy she told stories about her daddy and what her daddy had told her about why ... why the sun was hot .... And that hot sun killed bad people who walked with out carrying enough water ...... his storys about the lighting and thunder being God punishing bad children for bothering their mom's while the moms were crushing grains and cooking and how the spring fire season .. the dangerous wild fires started by the Lighten was GOD judging whole tribes of people ........... people who were BAD ... so it is a good idea that his lil' girl learn to fear !   LEARN FEAR ! now dad could be sure that his lil' ones would leave mom alone while she worked at cooking ancleaning the cave .. that there would be peace and not to many fights between the young animals the human children ......  he the father the loud the big and hairy would not have to be right there but just the thought of dad returning would be enough for the children to respect their mom and older sisters .......... When they said ,, " be good or daddy will be mad when he comes back to the cave ! " 

 

What do you think that cave man ,, lacked the ability to love ,,,,? And smile ? and care yet still have anger after chasing animals all day after woriing in the sun becoming tired ? and stressed ? look at the animal world dipshit the daddy lion head of a pride will play ,,, yet he will also , growl at a younin' and snap at the the lil' cub saying leave me be for a while ........... they palyed and the were mad ...... and that is a lower ( ? lower life than us why every life is a life ... you can not live unless you have healthy bacteria living in your gut .... That life control your life ? lower life form ? that you can not live without ! ) a lower intellect tyoe of animal ......... hmmm and cats dogs wolves chimps all PLAY AND show love !  so cave man daddy ......... was a DADDY ! he loved he would die to show his love and caring .. he would war ....

2 point 5  million ..... the bones dated by the excape of a constant isotope or whatever of carbon from things ........ dated with logic and reason .... And evidence , real hard fucking core evidence .. not a STORY told over and over for dady to a baby ......... 2.5 million years ago the bones and tools tell the story of GEORGIA man and his family ,, his tribe ... his league of friends ,, his legion of war probably if the need be it ,,, of course to protect ... his wives and children who he LOVED !   2.5 million years of human tool making instincts !   YO dumbfuck if I threw you out into the woods ,,,, and gave a weel long class on how to make bows and arrows and showed you picitures of plants to eat .......... And then stripped you nude and said go live ! in the woods alone ....... guess what you dumbass would die ....... Take that cave man bring him to life here and now ,,,,, show him how to turn on a light , punch anumber in the microwave ,,, and sweep a floor over and over again at the factory you work at  ,, he could live make money pay rent automactically thru the bank buy food at a store .... While you run naked at night rubbing two sticks together trying to start a fire in the rain !  dumbfuck have you ever REALLY tried to start a fire using 2 sticks ?  no I know you have not done ti ,,, why because it is so fucking hard you modern man does not have that patience or are you truly skilled or practiced in the skills of SURVIAL ....... You would die you SMART ASS .. while the schooled cave man would live ... now who is the dumby ....dumby !  yes you dipshit are the stupid one !  so smart you have become stupid ! so stupid that you let your own mind your property to be controlled by .......... A story a fairy tale . ......... think young master think . thinka bout mind controls instilled in you as you have been growing up

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Nude and exposed , bound by her mind

 

I like to tease to hold her down and touch and tease her , I have said that many times , it builds the desire we both feel to enguage in intercourse , the desire to fuck each other grows  greater the sex becomes hotter , I often hold her hands by the wrists with just one ,,, only one of my hands ( all the time knowing she can break free free of my grasp no matter how hard I grab her small wrists if she wanted while I am sucking on her tit she could break ,, break my grasp fairly easly ,,,but she does NOT!  She does not choose to ,,, she wants to be restrained forced to feel ! ,, young master ,,,, my friend dipshit you already know this if you will just think about the girls you have already fucked .. if you remember how quickly they ,, the girls took their clothes off , how fast they were on their back or bent over ,, how fast they expsed their pussy to your penetration ... submitting to penetration ,, your cock your tool , swollen to the point of becoming hard , that soft lil' thing swells up till it is hard stiff and able to be forced into a cunt .......... The dick itself does nothing you do the forcing ,, you , your mind , your choice ... you freedom to say NO ,, you say YES and hold her body still an a way to control her abit if she is a puppy maybe and you force that hard cock into her pussy ,,, can you remember can you think about it ..... see it in your minds eyes and realize the facts about submission ... her .. her choice her desires ....... Her NEEDS ,, how fast did she allow herself to get naked ,, how horny was she ? huh how much did she DESIRE to feel you enter her ,, what were the sounds that she first made as you entered........ how did her breathing change if she was the silent type .. REALIZE SHE FEELS INVADED BY YOUR HARD COCK BEING PUSHED INTO HER ...... ok so dumbfuck can you get the INSTINCTUAL mental picture yet?   This is submission .......... SO WHY DO YOU HAVE SUCH A HARD TIME  being the PENTRATOR ,, being Dominant ? Well dipshit it is because of the bullshit programming we all lived thru ,, the fucking  SEASAME street bullshit the social programming that some stupid people thought would be good .... Because there was a small percentage ... a small percentage of abuses in the world ,, welll actually fucking with our instincts like theses smart people have  done has caused ,,, much more pain ,,, to greater percentages of the population than the abuse ,,, few did realy have ,,,, remember the news ,,,YES THE NEWS ... we do not hear about the average the common the everyday on , the news NO we hear about the strange unusual the HORRILBE .... Dirty laundry sells ! it sells advertising space in the news paper or on the TV news shows .......yes abuse happened in the past hell it happens NOW! Even with all the fucking rules and laws and openness ...... yet worse ,,, is the fear , the mind  fuck , the human pain of being alone ,,,, ! the depressions!  The millions of lonely human tragedies .... Becaue a few ,, a small few expericed absuse ,,, yes the dick head was a dick head ,, and often the female mentally pushed him especially while he was drunk ,,, she choose a drunk then pushed him like an NAMIAL  and the ANIMAL bit!

THE MIND FUCK ......... we you and I dumbfuck are victims of the Nice Guy fairy tale and the girls they also are victims since you hardly touch the girl ........ yes you hardly touch her you careess her softy ... kissher lightly ,,, dumbfuck , watch some fucking nature shows for awhile instead of ball sports ... and see ,, see the animal way of fucking and remember we share DNA history with many many many of those animals ,,,, ther way of fucking is ours ,, we each have the same general type of sex organs etc etc ... watch Cats ..... the male cat biting his mate on the neck .... Look at it all ......... and then look at your female !     and admit that we both have been mind fucked .....      

 

In the DOM/sub lifestyle community is a relationship theme called DADDY DOM .... There all of Submissive sites women writing to each other about life !  dipshit study these as you find yourself stumbling thru this shit ... this retraining of your instinctual self ! DADDY DOM is not about child sex issues ,,,, not at all ....... It just respcts the caring nature of many many many nice males ..... it respects the sex blossoming of you women the start of their sexuality and fanasty .... It happens early for them ,,,, they dream early about the day they ,,, the girl will be all dreassed in white the pretty princess ! While we played with toy guns killing eachother on the football field ,,, dumbfuck the young female human dreamed about sex without really dreaming about sex ..... and and when she finally got her first blood .... That time she waited for , with a PRIDE ! we can not understand ... when did that happen how young was she ?  the idea of being fucked by DADDY DOM ... touches her inner animal ,,,, at any age ,,, those parts of every girl live in her memory ,, and DADDY DOM ,, FREES THE DREAMS ! ........ and DADDY DOM .... Gets to be  A NICE GUY !  we get to be what we like being !  yeah Bonus !

 

I can remember way back when ... some of my memeories about being small was having Dad ,, my DADDY tuck me in at night .. the snuggle of the blankets on a cold winters night was comforting ,,, it was instinctually comfortable ! .. when you are a DADDY you will learn how to swaddle you child to wrap the child in it's baby blanket all SNUG AND SAFE ! SNUG AND SAFE ! ...... think back dipshit ,, it is a crime if you can not remember this because your world was broken apart early on like what 6 out of every ten marriages broken and now two broken parents try to love you ... each broken in their hearts and hopes they can only give a part of the love a WHOLE can give since they are empty themselves ........ but think dumbfuck how nice it would have been to be TUCKED IN !  snug and safe ........ how nice ...... a daddy is a nice guy ! who loves you and wants the best for you ! how can this guy also fuck ! that is the mental mind fuck at play again ,,, the LIE !  of fear and confusion some people are pushing into your mind ! the LIE ! the un ...... un ....... Uninstinctual lie !  in nature does the Dom Male tiger ask the belleding sexually ready female for her age ID before he mounts her biting her neck to stimulate ovulation and then letting it hard dick find her wett animal pussy ?  how old is the MALE TIGER how old is the female tiger ?   I AM NOT ! I AM NOT ADVISING shit about fucking underage ,  NO!  ... I want just for you to think instinctually and see and understand in your female is a younger female .......... And you the DOM DADDY animal level instincts human level instincts and also in our social level instincts the community animal we actually are ........ we like to live in groups ,, us humans are born alone in the womb and the we live life building groups .. where in the animal worlds many times animal born in a group or a littler with many brothers and sisters born at the same time they ......... spend their lives living alone !   we do NOT ! we are loving and caring by nature ! you have a caring daddy animal inside of you ! I in my 40's have had a wife who was younger than my step daughter and fucked other girls just around 20 all of these females were of an age ........ an age ....... Making them daughter like to me ! yet I find that same daughter caring idea a reality in every girl I have fucked ........ I see it in my love and caring for the girl .

 

I see it in my pride for her in her carreer ........ I am so proud of my females who achieve in their jobs and life ..... now as a father with adult children I see that same pride I have now for my kids ,, I  had past in the women I was involved with . WOW DADDY DOM .. the blend of instinctual sex and instinct love ......... the NICE GUY !  who wraps his hands around the girls writs forcing her hands above her head down into the mattress while I suck her nipples hard biting enough to cause that gasp ... the gasp of FEELING  while my fingers rubb her clit and on occasion I force a couple of fingers into her pussy over and over , alternating touching caressing scratching , spanking ....... Drivng Driving ,, driving her wild ! AND WET ! this is caring HOLISTICALLY

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Thank you for using me MASTER

 

I am really starting to understand accept enjoy find happiness in hearing those words from my girlfriend ........ ohh yes my subbie , but also my girlfriend  my Vanilla city girlfriend .... Thr truth behind hearing hearing things like  ..  " fuck my pussy hole master , use me master " said over and over when I am fucking her past the limit ,, past her good solid orgasism ,, fucked into subspace , fucked into uncontrol ... fucked into uncontrol  .... So OK I accept the girl will say anything hell she will say everything , she will fight me she will cry , she will go catatonic go still over whelmed by body sensations ( hey YOUNG MASTER when this happens you gotta stop maintain contact but allow her body to deal with all the hormones in her system to regain a sense of where she is then start back up driving her on and on .......... And then )   then later what happens are you getting shit from your girlfriend for fucking her to hard ?  or is she still saying THANK MASTER ........ ahhhh to be hearing now than master WHILE I CUDDLE HER after a good fucking as we both lay together her safely in my arms and she says again , thank you master .........that is your goal dipshit ! to hear that !

 

Fuck your girlfriend past her limit some time and find out what happens ...... if you do not then understand how that is an example of BEGGING  for pussy because you KNOW DEEP INSIDE DUMBFUCK THAT YOUR FANTSY is to fuck her beyond her limits to hear her scream form SENSATIONS ..... do I want to hurt her ? no of course not! Ii love her and I want the one I  love to love the feelings of her body ...... I want to hear an hour or two later that she says ......... I can tell I have a pussy , I can still feel what you did to me ........... judge the words and tone she uses to see how she is submitting to you
! or is she dominating you ,,, do you feel guilty or PROUD ? even if she is Dom'ing you and your inner MASTER is starting to awaken because of your thinking there is something you can do ... and that is to somewhat ,, somewhat .. ignore her bitching about being to FUCKED ! AND THEN DO IT AGAIN ..... a lil' different but along the same lines and expse her to things like WWW. Subspace.com by leaving it up on the computer . You Dipshit gotta trust that now .. now , as the world has accepted female equality for the most part and the girls themselves feel their oown power the old ways of .. forced submission being only a story about the BAD OLD days only memories that spark fanatsys .... That spark fantasy ...... the truth about that fanasty that most women have yet many many deny ,, until a man with GUTS  AND COMPASSION help them openly live what they really want to live ......... they are just girls just ask the girls they want to be femine , to be lead ( at times  remember the balance ) ...... I am still watchng you guys over and over ,,, one male who I was explaining my ideas to ,, a common male who loves to hide his fears behind storys of his strength and wealth .. acting ... acting so cool and  yet watch him ... even when hiding behid the strength of Alcohol ,, confedence in a bottle ..... he eventually shows his beg for puszy the beg the girls he talks to expects most males to give up .........yes young master the girls expect ceratin amounts of our attention , the common giving them what they want the begging or buying of their pussy ......... it does not make them happy in reality because they know they are still in charge there is no REAL RISK of losing this guy because he is so fucking horny and needy ,,, she knows her pussy is gold plated .. this knowledge is INSTINCTALLY  confusing for the inner animals of the female still understands the facts she responds to DOMination during sex and she would like it all the time ........ and today in todays world she CAN ! choose to live the life .. agin I gotta thank the NOW national organization of women for their hard work on behalf of female rights ,,,,,,,, the right to choose ! to be again female around her choosen male ! ..... you dipshit are her choosen male ,, her choosen master !hell it is like you have a gold plated dick ! becaue sure there are loads of male wanna be masters ,,, but when I hear stories about dudes who will clain to be master then another girl in a social circle has that same guy in her harem of slave males ... I understand how we males use the game any game just to begg for pussy ... any pussy ..... I want you to think dumbfuck .. trust nature and true instincts .......

Now again remember sex only helps cement the reality of DOM/sub life style but in your day to day ,, you will find your nice guy come back into play ,, but also in time her subbie will come into allowing a certain level of your nice guy to live on ........ in I WOULD RATHER YOU ... NOT ! "  as she finds her subbie side grow she wants so very much to please you that she becomes self motivated and wants to please and will listen to your wants ....... You will not be forced into the corner of making everything an order

Making orders always brings up the possibility of the fight ,, the test of power since to make a demand or order or direct command does carry with it certain male hierarchy expectations   .......... As she responds positively to I WOULD RATHER YOU ... NOT with happiness in sevice you both can become more comfortable ,, it gives her the Op to give her reason why she may want to ,,, do that which you would rather she not ....... With out challenge to your dominance ,, the dominance she wants you to use and hold firm to even if that means losing you ........ that finality is important to her and her coose to have and exercise .... Exercise her freedom of choose to choose a DOM/sub life at home and be a professional else where ........ her choice needs the strength of you not not ,, feeling her or her pussy is GOLD PLATED .

 

 

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Guilty of ROPE work

 

Young Master admit it to yourself , during and after that feeling of ...feeling guilty for liking to tie the woman you love up! Dumbfuck accepting something is the key to passing that something , accepting allows you to stop putting wasted energy into amental useless fight , look for years and years I have fought with myself about the WHY ,, do I want to do this ?  and why do I feel guilty about do doing it ? and why do I feel nervous while tieing her ?  That nervousness while during the tieing phase is what buggs me the most ,,, it effects my cool ,,,, I judge the quality of my ties to harshly .... Judging the quality of your knots of course is important you do not want to hurt anyone , you do not want the knots to tighten up and restrict blood flow , because dipshit , you are going to get excited you will get distracted in creating the SQUEEKY  sounds from your tied toy and when you start to get hard and enjoying her for you own pleasure well yuour lust for the feeling of the PLEASURE ,,,, LIPS LIKE MORPHINE  by Kill Hannah ,, the drugs of the human body as powerfull as any you can buy , the high of sex hormones ....... Well you may not keep a good eye on if the knots are tightening ups slowly or not ,,, and fuckhead , dipshit they will tighten up ,,,, using an over hand knot as a spacer as a block between the knot and the skin can prevent this but some times that knot can cause a presuure spot ............ GUIlt IN TIEING HER .........

 

think about it , dipshit why ,,, think about that nice guy in you that feels you have passed some line ,,, some line of decent activity .... Or HAVE YOU ? really think , listen to the sounds she makes during a good hard fucking ,, the sounds that can be so close to the sounds of pain and discomfort ......... yet are they ? no they are the sounds of pleasure , and if you were to stop fucking her shile she was that excited in fact that STOP would cause REAL PAIN not the activity of fucking ,,, the feeling she gets when somethink like you engorged hard penis is being shoved in and out of her sensitive skins .. skins refereeing to her ass as well as her pussy . these are sensitive skins ....... Rubbing and putting pressure in these areas provides extreme ... extreme sensations , then releases the hormones the drugs ,, the nautral human MORPHINE ! ......... tieing the girl especially if you do love her can be mentally hard on you ........... if you had not feelings for her if you were just playing that would be different but ,,, but ,,, but ,, you a nice guy at heart most often is not involved intimately with a girl unless you are in a form of LTR  a form of commited relationship ,,, honestlynow thnk about it dipshit ,,, honestly how many JUST JUST JUST , fuck bddy girls do you have ,, honestly you do not have 1 at some level most of the time you would like to OWN even your fuck buddy you would like to feel something for her some long term connection . so getting comfortable doing work , getting comfortable with females you have NO feelings for , well that will most likely be hard to come accros girls who will just come up to you on the street and say ,, HYE WILL TIE ME UP AND THEN RAPE ME WITH PASSION !  that don't happen now does it ?

 

 so practice ain't going to be easy to come by ............. And when it is with a girl , your girl ,, a one you have feelings for that you desire to build a life with or to own ... yes own ,, behind all LTR's for us males is the unspoken desire to say I OWN HER !  .. the natural feeling that you can catch her like a cave man and keep her your property in your cave .... But you can not laws and rules ....... ( I gotta clear up my ideas on feminism .. the age of NOW the female gaining the rights and equality , I have trashed but , but ,,, it is because of this age that the female can now ! NOW be free to choose the life .. LIFE STYLE  her inner animal reals needs ! so feminism honestly was GREAT ! )  ok but to feel something that something is wrong .. that she may be scared or that you are doing something wrong !  the deepest feelings you are feeling while you do that which you want to do ! and that she wants you to do .... Her desire to submit totally to the PENETRATOR , the one with a dick some thing ,, thing ahrd enough to force it's way inside her body .. NATURAL SHIT ...... if you can rmemeer this ,, the TOA the nature of you and her then the idea of any guilt in tieing her up can be put away expecially with practise  ..... practice ...... has she already given herself to you , asked you to become her DOM ?  has she almost begged you to become her DOM ? any and all asking is a form of begging the word beg just has that bad taste of weakness , like ROPE WORK has that bad taste of abusive - ness ... we all are so fucked up by the meaning behind our animals sound our words ,, human barking .... Enough of the rope work and the feelings ,, but for you YOUNG MASTER to become aware honestly of what and the whys of your feelings while you tie your girlfriend up ( it is during the tieing that not later as you play but in the tieing up phase that you may feel ) .

now and exercise , I think I will classify this now as an exercise ...... fucking her naked while you are dressed in your work clothes if possible ......... there is a mental aspect to our work clothes for you and for her ,, your work clothes is your woarriors uniform ,, the weapons we use now adays is in reality CASh money the more you got the more power you got ! so our work clothes are our uniforms ........ do you wear a suit and tie , well you maybe a general or you maybe a common lieutenant .... Do you  have tradees men's clothes maybe you command the earned respect of a TOP sergeant ....... Or maybe SF the 1 of a kind worker self employed alone in jungle warfare no support system other than your own intelligence and skill everyday you ... you ... and only YOU are responsible for your life .... No boss or corportation to cover your ass ........ so like me you choose to wear a t- shirt and jeans ,,, my uniform for jungle warfare ,,, now with this mindset FUCK HER DRESSED , she naked you dressed ,,,, rape her in a way , raping the female you love respect desire and protect ......... confusing Huh ?  again the guilt of tieing her up comes back ........ WHY?  This is an exercise I believe young master you should start fucking your subbie while you are dressed like it was an exercise ,,, I love feeling my skin against my Debbie's skin ,, but the mental trip of POWER , of just jutting my hard cock out of the fly of my pants and then fucking her doggy styl ,,, grabbing her arms by the wrists pulled back to me while she is a puppy  ,and  RAGG DOLLING  her ,, ( rag dolling moving her whole body over my hard cock , instead of fucking her I move her whole body like it was my hand jacking myself off ... rag dolling )    her feet together so her feet feel my ruffs work jeans , her thighs feel my jeans her ass .. she knows she is just getting fucked to satisfy my NEEDS ........... like is her instinct ! to do to be for the male who caught and claimed her !  the guilt you feel you YOUNG MASTER in starting theis life style ,, weaknes you and her and the GOOD of the D/s life you both have searched for. SO WHY ? WHY ? not openly practice in your mind if you need to ,,, but to talk with your subbie about the inner combat your nice guy ahs with your INSTINCTUAL DOM side .... I do not think is bad ,, yes she wants you to be the DOM already but honestly the nice guy in you is that safety area that she also likes ,,,, and trusts in , the person she believes will care about whether or not the ropes the knots will tighten up and that you will think about her safety before you tie her up ,,, like she wants !  PRACTISE an exrecise

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KILL HANAH

I like the band this is my second time seeing them ...... but the other part is is watching you all ... a young woman went with us to the show she was single and of course she was open to meeting a good man .... Some guys caught her eye she was circled by some of these guys ... circled ,, the guys walked around looking but not talking .... The girls are the ones who struck up conversations with the guys that she ( our friend was interested in )  I just liked watching and thinking about ... WHAT IS GFOING ON IN YOUR HEAD young male ? what  ? why are you so silent ,, why do the girls have to act like chimps to get your attention ......... like chimps? Yes I was thinking about these two girls who were joking around with this 1 guy     ( the OHHH MY GOD HE IS SOOOOO CUTE  guy who our friend ended up with in the end ) those girls were piggy back riding each other to kinda get him involved in PLAY ....... Our friend after listening to us just started talking to the guy and touching him while talking holding his arm pulling him close to her so she could talk to him and hear hin ( it was a club show way fucking loud my ears are still ringing ) I tolod her to ask him if she saw KILL HANAH before and then talk about the last KILL HANAH we show brought her to .........but why didn't any other males do that to her ,,,, there was this other guy I had gotten his attention and then she got talking to him earlier  another who never touched her she had to touch him ......... in the end she left him why ? why ? he commented on her facial piercing then showed her his pierced nipples and she ... and she ... well she is female looking ofr a DOM male a good male a good man ,, not a subbie ( this guy from the outside did not look subbie ) but his pierced nipples show MASOCHIST male ,, a male who needs a female to cause him DISCOMFORT  to hurt him for stimulation ........ a male who needs to be DOMINATED by a girl ... a girl who is searching to be submissive to find a PENETRATOR ,,,, to become submissive and allow herself to be penetrated ... think YOUNG MASTER  think .......... Months ago I had recommened this exercise in street touchng to teach your sub conciuos mind that females on average will aloow you to touch them ,, yes some will pull away in fear but many will allow the touch and after the first touch you have them ( almost ) what is the street exercise ,,, it is simply touching them preferably on the skin not on clothes , and then asking them what time it is ...... the more you touch the more you teach ....... Teach yourself that nothing bad will really happen !  you have not been trained or practiced how to approach girls ,,,,,,, and they WANT TO BE APPROACHED ! you are to nice so nice you respect them so much you do nothing young master ........... thus confusing her into becoming the agressors and you becoming the nipple pierced submissive waiting like a wall flower for the girls to entertain you into coming out of your shell ! ok on to another lifestyle topic generated from yesterdays blog.                        

 

Feeling Topped form the bottom.................The idea that she may do that to you , young master is totally offensive to a woman who ahs choosen ,, choosen the Dom / sub life ........ so when I said I was feeling topped bells and whisltles went off in the Van der Mude house hold , a flood of I am sorry excuse me , etc flew from her mouth ....... What how did I think I was being topped ( ohh being topped is being ,,,,,, well her spin on my work WHIPPED PIZZA she did not want the world to think I was cruel and whipping her because I found her eating pizza ......... hey that sounds respectful sher concern for how the world views me , ( well I am FTW when it comes to you ‘all honestly , but thanks anyway ) ....... The topping was , the way she said , said her concern .. or my hearing of it ... but MOST  IMPORTANT , is that I felt ! the feeling , of being topped controlled , controlled only if I let her of course but thru my love of her I MAY  have let her and this ....the idea of being TOPPED that I could have suppressed the feeling and of course ,,, it would build in my gut like shit and eventually come out smelling like shit ......... ( hey as we talked she admitted to almost not commenting on her ideas about my blog as to not be seen as topping but she felt ,,, her feelings were going to turn into shit also ..)

 

My feelings were that she was telling me , I had no right to spank her as motivation or disipline ( punishment is still a word I have a hard time swallowing , that I have right to do that punish ) HEY then what the fuck am I spanking for ?  for fun for fun that is why I am spanking for ... the feeling of the firm pat on the ass ,,,,, the sting of wasabi of a real spanking the flow of endorphine in HER BODY .... I am doing something nice for her creating smiles ,, I make her smile I smile ,,,, in essence I do it for myself ! but back to the topping .......... FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT  .. the complex changes in the male female female relationship is so nice yet of course a change so .... Dipshit I find myself confused at times .... It was not important what she actually said as much as how I was feeling during and after the talk ......... the confusion ... sometimes I am in the fake it till I make it mind set ,,, just playing a role game in my mind until I really feel it to be my right .. the trust and faith expectation that this is real ....... Not a game but I use the game to train myself to become myself ......... ohhh more and more I see myself coming out ! morea and more it is no longer a trail or role play ,,, it is just me ...... like a morning fuck with my clothes on her naked like a puupy on the bed still half asleep my hard cock jutting out of of my zipper my skin behind clothes I fuck her for my pleaure just a few minutes thinking and feeling only my pleasure yes enjoying her reactions to my forced fuck ... her touching my my pants to see that I am fucking her again like this ,, me clothed ( DOM ) her naked ( submissive ) her sounds of acceptance .. acceptance she is being penetrated ofr my ,, MY ,, pleasure  and it is her job yet pleasure to provide me this release sexually whenever I need it ......... the first time it was a kink a game now it is my life I can return to work easy I feel better more comfortable just using her gift to me ! her choice to give me her body as she feels it natural to be penetrated by the male she feels cares for her and cares about her !

 

Cares for her and cares about her so .... So .. when we were talking about the pizza in the frig and she was scared about her  .. her  WILLPOWER to not eat any of it the next day ... she wants to maintain a healthy weight and be attractive and it is so easy to eat without knowing it falling into a abd ahbit ... that at some times you just gotta go COLD TURKEY ,, you gotta get a handle on eating ad STOP but she felt weak ........ and she was happy to allow me to motivate her with a BELT ...... to lay face down naked exposed and feel .... Me whipp her with that ruff leather strap just enough to get a wiggle out of her .......... But that I cared that I put a limit on her that I said NO ! helped her , she now knew she would walk right by the frig the next day ,,, nothing in there could tempt her in any way ........... it was this act of LOVING  her caring about and for her thant she was upset that people would not clearly understand .......... Not that she was upset that I whipped her BEFORE SHE ate ......... it was that you reader my think I was being cruel and whipping her for eating ........... that would e fine if we agree on that as a form of BEHAVIOR MODIFACTIOn ,, agreed upon , then it is consenting between 2 adults .......... But my subbie worries you dipshit are not smart enough to understand cruelity and concern and love thru ..... thru what ? whipping ? is whipping natural to me a man who never even spanked any of his 4 biological children or his 3 step children .. how can I can force an adult into changes thru hitting ?   ......... well it is still some thing beyond words for me , something ilive but do not totally understand ......... but it feels RIGHT FOR ME      ! to show my care for her with the reminder of our choosen life style in the form of a quick whipping with that leather strap ........... and and well and it helped! She felt good about herself ! her motivation was very very strong secure ,,, a change that she didi not feel when it was only her .... Alone and only her who had to help herself NOT do something like ........eating another bad thing .... Like pizza.( so dipshit think about being TOPPED , think about not repressing your feelings and having the guts to always talk ....... Showing your care thru punsishment ........ and of course remember you can never really be DOMINATE if you are living scard of losing your pussy .. losing your pussy scared to go out on the street tomorrow and talking to ten 10 girls working your ten foot circle ... and touching totall stranger - you will not end up in jail as long ay you touch with respect shithead .. nothng will happenm except you will get the time and a smile ) by Philip Van der Mude

 

 

 

 

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Whipped Pizza

 

Yep , I mean with a strap , I have a gift given me by my loving subbie Debbie , a barbers strap thick raw heavy leather .........OK YOUNG MASTER  why do people give gift at Christmas?  Why ? becaue we human love to see other human smile ! yes human hurt other human but even they will give gifts to people they love and why ? to see them smile ........ what does this have to do with pizza and what does pizza have to do with whipping or a barber's strap  I ‘ll get there I'll get there ....... Kids lil ones 6 , 7 ,8, stand still and listen once the DADDY  voice is heard ,,, but but but use that voice on the same lil one when they are big 18 and they pack their bags move out ( fine it must be time )  why does a parent get mad ( other than those times that apparent is stupidly taking out their life frustration on someone weaker .. their kids ) parents get mad at kids because kids are acting wrong about something they KNOW BETTER about ,,,,, do you do stupid things shithead ,, ever get drunk till you throw up ? done that before ? and you still do it ? wake up broke and hate yourself ?  OK you do things you know are BAD for you ! it is human nature sometimes to FUCK UP !  ok .......... So a parent loves a child enough to help the child thru showing ........ DISSAPROVAL ..... and only when the child is young are they forced by their helplessness to TAKE IT !  after they are not helpless they take what ? they take conrol of their life ?and they still fuck up but then the get mad at themselves .... Ever get mad at yourself dipshit?  Who dipshit is there to help you sometimes when you are now your own parent ,, who loves you enough ,, cares enough to get mad at you ! and will you TAKE IT !

 

Now your subbie ........ can live without you ,, right? You met the girl as an adult she can live on her own , fact , but she chooses to find YOU ! and like every human she likes seeing smiles and she does stupid things that make her mad at herself ( not smiling , I like seeing my girl SMILE , if she is mad at herself she is not smiling ) ........ having someone who cares about her enough to feel anger at her when she does something that they both agree on ... agree on ... that will be a thing that will allow me to show my DISAPROVAL , because I love her ......... PIZZA  and a soft bottom go together ,,,, eat pizza get a soft bottom ,,, I like a nice soft but .. a nice soft butt .... Not someso large that it is unheatly or unattractive .... Un healthy means that my subbie will not live a happy life she will not be smiling because she is sicker .. not smiling ( HUMAN GIVE GIFTS BECAUSE WE LIKE SEEEING SMILES )    unattractive why do girls have so many clothes , ( I can live fine with my blood stained t- shirts and jeans , I'm cool ) girls got lots of clothes and lot s of FACE PAINT and ten bottles of hair care stuff ,, WHY? Why because they like being attractive ,,, and a soft bottom is attractive if it is nice .. a nice soft butt !  if she eats to much PIZZA your subbie will become unhappy and not smile at herself ,, she will get mad at herself and like many peo[ple whe will then become mad at everyone over time if she repeats and repeats failing at NOT EATING PIZZA . that stress of self failure tends to spill over to hating and being mad at life ,, she is os mad at herself she over times becomes mad at life ...... we all so this

 

Now back to the kids , the little ones are forced to listen to DAD get on his Daddy Voice ... the adult child does not have to ......... but a subbie ? the girl who wants to surrender to submit ... to become femine in your presence to YOU! Well things that are in yur presence that involve you and you in her life she also wants you to Dominate .. to have domain over to help her with ,, choice , self choice .... REALITY CHECK dipshit YOUNGMASTER  looka round you shithead , 6 out of every ten girls are over weight 9 out of 10 have money problems .... 1 in 4 has depression problems stemsing form life stresses .... And 3 out of ten have chemical recreation problems ........ why not .. if you TRULY are a master ,,, are mastering your own life ,, why will not not not help a person who you love ,, you like to see smile ,,, smile be happy , you would do that to your child , you would not just let your child runn around in the middle of US 1 or around the house with sharp scissors ( that movie again , huh ) ..... you love your child enough to get mad ! do you love her enough to get mad ! .......... But you ain't got much of a right to get mad at her if you dipshit are a fat slob ,, you got no RIGHT get mad at her for letting her nice soft bottom get to bigg ,, get unhealthy or unattractive ..... but you do not have to be perfect either ain't no one or no thing that is perfect !either ... but like your Drill sergeant lead form that level of I can do it too ! from example ..........Dipshit think back to your old girlfriends watching and listening and feeling the self hate they dumped on themselves as they failed in their lives over and over and over ......... the self hate they beat THEMSELVES  with !  would laying her naked on the bed and loving her with the belt she gave you ........ gave you ........ you she choose .Loving her by stopping herself form giving herself SELF HATE , and allowing you to give her love in the form of a reminder a whipping for eating PIZZA ,  Loving her by being realy mad at mad at her not treating something you loved with respect ... what do you love ? shithead . who has become important to you how important is a good female to you ,, how does your life realy revolve around PUSSY ? how much of the reason you do what you do , how much of it has an UNDER CURRENT of getting pussy attached to it ? so pussy is important ! DO YOU LOVE HER ENOUGH TO HELP HER ? no you fear her leaving you , like the child of 18  ......... because you are a........... nice guy and so she will have to hate herself and not smile ,,,, creating smiles is the desire of the the nice guy that is why they are NICE ! hmmmmm think for yourself dumbfuck ....... think

It is like fucking her in the ass when she is on her period , she wants to feel you , cummm girls love to know they make us shoot our load ..... it gives them pride girls are proud to feel they made ! made us cumm ! Do you love her by not letting her serve you in any way you need? Do you feel guilty mr. nice guy feel selfish ? does the nice guy realy act in a way that really creates the smiles that the nice guy wants ......... or does the DOM create truer smiles ?  REMEMBER dumbfuck can you really understand an animal what has been designed for 2.5 million years to receive dick! To be penetrated by cock and love IT !  yes gilrls love it ! thye are designed to thrill at the feeling of being fucking of being forced to receive your engorged hrd cock in their HOLES ... their holes all the holes capable of receiving your dick like to receive your dick ! ........... enough that as the girl finaaly lets go of her inner BITCH she  will say thank you over and voer she will say thank you ... thank you for using her ! you are doing only that which she is truly designed to do .. to submit long enough to enjoy the act of me pleauring myself with her body ,,,,,,,, females are designed to relish to enjoy to desire this .......... And when she does not let herself because of some ... some ... idea an idea that enjoyment is not important ......... well what else will fill the gap , the gap in enjoyment ?  will it pizza ? beer ? crack ? tv ? shopping ? will she develop an inner BITCH to try and make sense out of a world that seems unnatural ?  and is she really happy ? and would she be happier if she .. she  let someone one spank her if she ate PIZZA ( when she really sisnot want to eat Pizza )

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Chick flick fall back

 

Back back into the old pain of .... I WONDER IF .... I wonder if she is in the mood?  See young master how , that question is really the basis for you actions .... SEX IS NATURAL the reason you two were attracted ,,,, I do not care what bull hsit you believe or she believes ,,, when you two become honest really feel and think honestly you both do .. yes she does to , she will also admit the sex drive she has ......... both of you will agree that the INSTINCT of the sex drive plays the greatest part in both of you two getting together... if iot were not for the sexual drive you both could find friendship in your won sex ,, and not hve to deal with the problems of the sexual differences in connumication and shit ..... many girl want to ignore this fact ,,, but honestly many girls now a days aready to admit in fact embrace their instincts about sex ........ especially after years of sexual frustrtation in their own life ,,, theeffect of to many nice guys around ...the effect of having to in reality be the aggressors ........

 

We were watching a chick flick .... I was seeing the attractiveness that the nice guy persona has to women ,,,, when compared to the liar male of STEROTYPE .. ( the master you ! dipshit the one who will take the time to study become mentoed in the Dom arts are not sterotype male no where near like them YOU ARE THE NEW AGE OF NICE MALE ) DURING THAT MOVIE MY OLD PROGRAMING CAME BACK ,, THE FEELING OF HATE ! ,, YES HATE NOT FOR MY LOVELY FEMALE , BUT FOR THE LIFE I ONCE LIVED THE LIFE WHERE , MY SEXUAL URGES WERE DEPENDANT  on ... on on ... the vairalble of how is she feeling her desire of assuming how she was feeling and thinking ... was she up for sex ? was she horning , will my attentions be ignored once again ? will my hard on be left un attended again ,,, will  all my inner inner feelings and energies be insulted ? the stress of seling the sex act to her each and every time ,,, it feels like to you YOUNG MASTER , that you are like on your first date every fucking night after the relationship ages after the honey moon is over ,,, after yo9u have gotten 15 or 20 no's  .. no's no's   you get to expect it a NO or worse yet an insult aobut your desire of care for her .... The statement about ALL YOU WANT IS SEX ! AND SHIT LIKE THAT ignores all the other aspects of what you do in the relationship and the reason why you you work so hsrd and are ,, are  the nice guy she choose ini the first place .......... You were fucked like your nature expected ,, you dipshit made the honor bound commitmewnt to her , you said  I LOVE YOU ... and now ,, you are stuck ! with her controlling the relationship because of your respect and love for her ,,, you don not want her to be angry with you , so after a series of NO'S  you fear trying , you fear building up you desire ,, in fact even allowing the concept you have sesire for the fear of ... 1 more rejection is PYSHICALLY  to hard to bear , the stress on you mind and body to have to begg then get ./... none or worse be labeled as un loving or uncaring .......... Not a nice guy ........

 

When  I fact as you pull away she is desiring in her fantasy mind ,, even un known to her consiuos mind , she is desiring the aggressive animal male to take her ,,,, the fantasy life , shown to be true in 80 percento fo women thru studies ,,, and the fact that over 50 oercent of books sold are the ROMANACE novel ,, the female porn ,, read those books or at least study the recommendations f those males who have , and understand the male hereo in those books is a DOM ,, like you young master ,,, insticntally balanced DOM not the liar sterotype male but the male who understands his desire and resepcts the instinctual women he wins ,, he values her ......... yet lusts her naturally and acts on that lust and she responds ......... your female does want to respond .... It is in her but she like you has been brain washed ... BRAIN WASHED , by the chick flick age .. bot of us confused ........ so I WAS FEELING THIS WAY again last night and I talked about it with my subbie ....... Only to find out her spin on the movie ,,, she was not triggered like I was to feel like me ,,,,,,,, OF COURSE NOT SHE IS NOT A ........ MALE !  but she was able to separate form her expectations long enough to realize that we male ane female do react differently to the same event ....... Like a chick flick ......... after I talked about my feelings , ( hey talking about feelings ,, so chick flick like so much a nice guy thing ) we got to kissing and I I to slowly biting increaseind the pressure of my bites slowly relaeasing her endorphine rush ,,,, moving into some strang grasping and some scratches , nipple bite pulls and bites , then a spanking  and a belt whipping ( she hated the belt now after the WELT she liked it ... the welt ? study the book LOVING DOMINANT  )  I went form feeling that hatered for having to gues whether or not touch the woman I want in my life ,,, the gamble ,, having to sell myself sexually like the first time to a person who used to fuck me wildly but now has said no ... no ..no .. once to often who has taken control of everything in reality ..... I went from DREAD ! back to NATURE .. back to myself each and every day feeling and trusting in her submission to me ,,, trusting htat ,,, I will not be back ,, back under the thumb of a girl as deeply sexually frustrated as myself ,,, for only one reason ,, the reason that we both are trying to live up to the fairy tale of the RIGHT relationship as potrayed in ............CHICK FLICKS  .... No dipshit I trust in her submission all the while being aware of how easy it is to BACK SLIDE .. to turn down a side road heading back to the Vanilla City ... leading us away form this natural happiness and contentment we have found in DOM/sub town in the respct for our instincts we have realized is the TRUTH here in  D/s town 

 

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Cute and a nice TRUCK

 

I have not talked about BAIT for a long time , the trapp - ings we use to attraction of girls , like birds who make really cool nests or peacocks who grow fancy tai festhers to attract mates , we humans do the the same thing ...... I was listenting to 2 girls talk about this guy they met ,,,, he was cute with a nice truck ,,, his cuteness was enhanced by the truck , each of the girls hoped that tomorrow he may come back to their place of work and talk to them ........... TRASURE , your inner self esteem YOUNG MASTER .... Your mind is the most important place in the relationship shithead if your mind was right you would be right ,, but you mind has been fed ... bullshit since the minute of your birth ,, you have bee fedd input about a world so far remeoved form our nature ,, our DNA that you DUMBFUCK are like way confused ,, ohhh yes the girls also are confused ,,,, in this confusion is a dynamic I want you to think about shithead ..... when you encountered ,,, a project or activity that you can not win at easly ,, that is very difficult time after time ... that stress in the UNKNOWN ,,, well it gets to you ... think about how you hated certain subjects at school and others you loved ,,, you liked palying games that you felt you had a GOOD  chance of winning and you hated the games you lost at to many , times ,,, the things you lost at ,, that you felt you were not as good at ..... control  , a level of being good , control ,,, when someone else is better than you ....

 

You dipshit feel girls are prettier than you ..... remember we are ugly girls are sexy ... but our ugliness is our pride in some ways .... But still the girls are cute you are just You ! ..... someone is better than you ....... You gotta ask her out ... the guy with the truck sure he caught the girls eyes and the truck the bait helped , but he either ahs to ask ,, to be ,, asking is begging ... just different level a fine line ,,, ( you know you hate it when I say you begg that is why I use the word to get your fucking .. goat ! ) or the cute guy with truck depends on assertive girls to come to him ,,,,,, moth to a flame ,, fish to bait ... hey it works ,,, but begging works better ,, yet assertive talking is even better still ... rember study ROSS JEFFERIES .....begging means who is in control ?  not you since the drive the deepest of your DNA needs is not under your control but whose ?  who ?   you being able to qualify how good you are at the activity ,,, sex ? how to guage if I am good ,,, you never know , you think you are like fucking great ,, then some chick gets mad at you and she uses sex as a weapon ,, she uses your sex as a tool to hurt you and it works ........ ohh yes it works and you realize , you never know if you are good sexually ,,, form that day on , you deep inside know any woman can and will lie ... about anything and everything and then ,,,, then .... Hurt you wneh it suits her ! ....... Doesn't love sound fun?  Is this an activity that you realy want to do? NO ! but you have to your deepest drive and urge is ssex ,,, a constant ... you are in acatch 22 .... rock and ahard place ,,, frying pan and the fire ... ok shithead so , the nature of us to avoid UNWINNABLE , situations the sub conscious avoidaence ,,,,, the constant training by media , and the world we view ,,, yo! Young master ,,, you got TREASURE  issues ........ you honestly do not value ... YOU , like you are a treasure ,,, it is an unreal idea ,, that you are a treasure ,,, you are NOT .. MORE BETTER , GOOD ENOUGH ... because if you were the idea of having that cool truck would not be so important , you know the idea in your head about how the girls will be attracted to the truck ..... admit think dipshit ! ,, it is UNREAL ,, the idea that you are treasure ,,, there is way to much male competition ........ yep there is ,,, that is why we humans our cultures understood sexual stress .. we developed the arranged marriage for 1000's of years ,,, and had a 1 in 25 break up rate ... really understand the idea not just the SPION , the femeinst  SPIN ,,, and you will understand how well it worked ,,t hesynamic of ,, friendship a growth ,,,, you like people , she is a people ,, and guess what you both are naturally sexual ,,,, so dating is bullshit ,,, if you understand the NATURE ,, but that is lost ,, yes lost ! the  motivations and understanding was lost the commitments and many things that went along the understandings .... That is lost in todays world because of your upbringing ,, that you have NO ROLE MODELS ...... yet DIPSHIT , in the consentual DOM/sub life some of theses aspects re assert themselves in new ways yet the same ,,,, basic , motivations and understanding and acceptiong our basic NAUTURES  ,, that key !   and then then dipshit you are non competitive ,,, you are a treasure ! ..... it is going take me like for fucking ever to explain this  ....... Treasure ....... You young master are different in you understanding and thinking ....... In that you are no longer in the general POOL of competition ....... Hence you are special a treasure !  becaue you understand the paddle the whip the sex toy ,, the amusement park of the human body ,, the fun and excitement .......... Now dipshit I want you to realize some of your interest maybe becaue in your frustration about sex you desire to express your anger ,,, and yet that feeling is what keeps you from picking up the whip the paddle and and and PLAYING ........ you rdesrie to express your anger you fear ......... the nice guy in you does not want to hurt a chick ,, your inner cave man is designed to protect girls not hurt girls ! yet ,, you have fansty ,, these are example of sexual frustration ,, the person in you who feels he is stuck in agame he can not win! 

Ayest The whip can be a fun game of ,,, excitement .... And LUST .... When you wer young you were aloowed to play , then for some reason you stopped playing and became competitive and not playful ... competitive sports win win win ........ thin dipshit think , everyday let yourself think at least a little

 

 

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Ass out of you and me

 

Assume , to think that she already thinks like you , that she wants what you want ...... to assume is to make an ASS OUT OF YOU AND ME .. ASS ..U .. ME , assume .... Now Young Master the problem of talking to the girl is of course a many sided problem with us ,, we do not talk... yes the girls think we talk they see us talk all the time atleast they think they see us talk ,,, actually for the most part males talk to other males with ... with a purpose in mind ... for a reason .. to do business  .. goal oriented .... What comes to mind and is not realy a good description but I will describe it any way is this .......

 

Wathc girls grett each other or even say good bye ...... they will become excited hug kiss each other on the cheek and call each other an endearing name ,, honey .. sweety ...etc , next they will each compleiment the other on how pretty they look !

 

Wath two men ,,,, I will punch you litely on the arm you will come back with a punch to the gut ,, then we will slap each other on the back... and if you realy listen closely with receiver of each punch gives out a small ...... grunt ... yes a grunt ... our first sounds are grunts  , I do not complement my friend on how good he looks NO ,, in fact if we have not seen each other for a while we ma compare our new ,, SCARS and then tell the tale of our bravery or stupitiy in the TALL TALE the aventure behind the scar .. we will comment on how ugly we each are getting how we are losing our hair .. or getting grey ... or our faces getting weathered and leather like !

 

The girls most often talk about relationships next they talk about family friends and the kids ........ you and I talk about our business how we are making money ( how many buffalo we are killing ) ....... The family and kids pass in and out of talking quickly then back to killing shit ,, killing shit is doing business it is winning at a sport or even more directly killing shit if you are a hunter or fisherman ........ the girls who are business pro's will talk about business and sprinkle that disscusion with refeneces to the friendship they both have in that life .......... Girls on an average can talk talk talk ......... what did the girls do all day in the cave while taking care of babies ,,,, or while they were gathering berrys they talked and talked and talked .....YOU AND I , went hunting if we talked and talked and talked ,, what also heard us? WHAT HEARD US ?   talking in fact protected the girls the herd form danger it told predators that there is a GROUP  of girls and that is a hard hunt for animal a lone human is an easy kill a group is a hard kill .... So talking helped humans human females survive and those are the DNA strands that lived into todays world ........ now  me as a hunter I gotta SEEK UP on my prey ... me my buds talking and talking and talking ... does it help us HUNTING AND HUNTING AN HUNTING ? no it lets the deers know that we are on the way to kill them ,, thye run away ,,, I do not make a kill , and my family does not get meat , we may live on berries , but meat is dense food ..... the GOOD QUIET HUNTER his DNA lived on ,,, how come he was good ... he was quiet ...... ohh warfare ... again ,, hiding and being quiet allows for the use off Straegy .... Of thinking and planning  of ambush ,,, so , sure we males talked about bussines we practiced our group hunting and warfares skills in teams ( team sports ) we developed leaders to focus our thoughts in 1 direction based on men who ktime after time had good ideas ...... the winners ! then we had to be alone quet and do our job !  WE DO NOT TALK .    

 

Now understanding dipshit ,, is one thing ,, learning dumbfcuk is what makes YOU  the smart one ........ you were not born knowing how to use a sopinning reall to go fishing or how to sett up a tree stand for deer hunting ... or how to file out tax forms for your job !!! no most of your activities are learned ... STUDY PUSSY learn things ,, like like talking ,,,, I know there is apart of you the animal side that screams sex is natural I should not have to ... have to .. have to ...... think . we that animal part is right .. but it is also wrong , everything is so fucked up that if you wannna realy enjoy life and sex ,,, you gotta , THINK ....... You gott do things dfferently

I was talking about ,,,, playing with my Debbie , denying her an orgasism ,,, hey that is painful bringing her to the edge and then stopping over and over ,, it feels great but each time I stop the punding of her heart the swelling in anticaption of sexual relaease of her clit etc ,,,, GREAT exciting ,, like cummming without going into a multi orgasism ... but also painful .............. an I DID NOT TELL HER WHAT I EXPECTED OF HER ...... how was she to know already what I expected if she has never realy played the game ...... so she took it a s me being mean ,, and cruel ,,, YES I WAS BEING MEAN AND CRUEL .. sick me ! but also I wanted her to want me ....... And she ,, left with no directions on what to think thought .. well though naturally ........... and that is to stop the pain !

I am her Treasure ........ DUMBFUCK  my friend your thinking creates your world an old axiom .. an old truth ..... when you realize that you are her treasure , when you realize how good a male you are ! ( if you are ! ) then feeling that you are a treasure .... What would she do to achieve ,, to possess the riches of a TREAUSURE ,,, what would you do , to get that chest of GOLD .... Buryed by the PIRATE  centuiries ago .... You found the map now you gotta , saill the deepest seas , climb the highest mountains ,,, and shit right .... You would work hard for TREASURE ! .....  she , the girl she will do the same , and especsilly if you are a treasure and if you like wise feel it in yourself ,,, you shine brighter ..... if you think of yourself like your are tresure . then when you hunt other girls you are not hunting as much as letting the girl have the OP to meet you !  ........... confidence and time and time again it is that which really attracts the females ,,, and it is that which the female feels..........later the motivation to stay submissive naturally ....... Hmm I gotta think about that ..... actually my confidence actually provides my Debbie with the comptetive motivation like the Poly .... Hmmm interesting ,,, her vlueing me ,, creates in her the fear of losing her TREASURE ,, dipshit how do you protect things that are of great value ,, dumb fuck do you have an ALARM on you fancy car ? do you lock your boat bike or house .... Do you worry abit about things you VALUE  your treasure . this treasre effect ...... has trained us the nice guys of the world ,, we do our ,, go the highest mountain and deepest sea to get the girl and ,, we try hard to keep our treasure happy so that our treasure will not be un happy and leave ............ she is IMPORTANT ... well dumbfuck ! what about you ! are you worth anything ? how come you do not tink about your wealth ?    maybe the difference started way back ... when you and I said HI ! and whent eh girls said to toe ach other ,,, they told each other how important and pretty and loved they were ....... We hit each other and grunted and told each other that we were UGLY ........ hmmmm interesting

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Who is responsible 4 training?

 

What type of question is that ? well a real question because young master the Life style is not clear cut because of the baggage we each hold .... Our habits of RE - ACTING to the events of life . But in the contract you state your concern for her , your thoughts of her becoming your treasure ,,, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN TO YOU ? she talks about her desire to submit to please you , that you are her treasure ,, yes you DIPSHIT sre her treasure her wealth her strength ,,, young master I talk about you as being in a position of working making a living being responsible with money to have some what of a comfortable secure life income ... OK  reasonable expectation for a good man ,,, the classic nice guy ....... But now as your DOM side is being expressed there are extra responiblities in your life ,, the responsibility to train ... train ? her ? to teach her to be what you want .. to become that treasure ... that treasure that treasures you ( in reality you gotta first re- train yourself ! shithead , re-train yourself to be true to your wants ) oooh yes how are you like her treasure , her riches her security ...... wow that is hard to describe but ,,, you gottta just feel or think about her words her contract to you , read between the lines ... the motives behind the written words ......  she depends on you .

 

And I depend on her to make my life easy as possible , easy is predictable ,, challenges are common , everyday I have to deal with lots of stuff , from traffic to customers to bills to ex wives to children and family demands ... and government shit ..... I depend that she will be the 1 thing that I no longer have to guess about .   MY FANATSY .... The fantasy she wants to create for you , because ,,, why ? why ? shy sould she want your life to be easy .... Because when your life is easy then you can relax ... and relax where with who ?  well with her ! ,,, she is finnaly the one place in the whole planet that you YOUNG MASTER can go and feel wanted , desired unstood respected ,,, DEPENDABLY .... But dumbass , it is not easy ,, she comes with her habit pattterens like you ... the old way of dealing with stress with her own feelings ,,, unrealized expectations .... Old habits and Dominate traits . Every girl no matter how submissive has these Dom traits , they are part of life ,,, and a good thing ,,,, good when expressed outside of the relationship there I am proud of her being strong manipulative even ........ with me...well with me it just causes me stress , COMPOUNDING STRESS .... Now she is one more thing that I find to be stressful .... Hence , you do not want to be around her ...... sounds like the VANILLA CITY ...... remember you both are building a life finding your careers , your job and job descriptions in D/s town ( DOM / subbie  town )  .  When you are relaxed dumbass , then she is relaxed ,, sound reasonable ... you want to be there around that which relaxes you ,, right? And that means she has a treasure ,, the treasure is some one who really really wants her .... Wants her so much more than anyone else has ever wanted her ,,,,, that feeling of being loved wanted desired ,, is a wealth every woman wants many many do not have ..... but it often is her little reactions to you that will be the deciding ,, the cause & effect ... that will sepreate you mentally first form her then later you may not want to be around her ....... You know you have felt it in the past .. D/s is the life style we choose to prevent and deal with the old problems ........ training to become a treasure ... you training to become DOM in ways you may never have ever really thought about ... thinking and concerning yourself in many factors of her life and her attitudes , to create that TREASURE you really really want ... you trainin her when you feel she is not realizing what is happeneing ........ TRAINING ? fuck dipshit it is just a fucking word a tool for describing a SOMETHING ........ a something that you and her both want .

Now to details , yesterday I bruched on sexual topics ,, the fun I have in seeing hearing feeling a woman .. enjoy ? her body .... Or learning to enjoy ,,,, being bitten or even being spanked at first may not have been enjoyable ..... riding the first time on SPACE MOUNTAIN may not have been really enjoyable unless you had some background on extreme rides ... extreme sex is like that a taste one builds over time until they love the ride!  Like you may love to ride reall freaky amusement park rides .... NOW young master you have EXPECTAION ,, the vision of your fantasy .... You hope she will react like the girl in your dreams ,, you hope everything will go as it did in the dream ,,WRONG , life never really goes exactly like the dream but close often close enough to then find the way to TRAIN  her to fulfill the image you want ,, the girl you like .. the treasure .... This will come up over an over with many many different things ... now remember VARIABLE stress ,,, is she supposed to be a THING  that is stressfull in your life ? or is she the dependable ?  so when an aspect of the sex life you BOTH  are enjoying becomes a variable ... a STRESS .. what do you think your inner animal will do ? will you want to keep that stress in your life or get rid of it ... and if you get rid of it ,,, you get rid of your fanasty ... the dream ,, maybe eating away at the whole dream as you ,, put aside one thing after another ...... andwhy put it away ,,, well becaue she , is toping form the bottom ,,, her want is first in her mind she is not thinking about you ,,, BUT WHAT IS HER ........ REAL WANT ! her real want is you ! I talked about DENIAL of ORGASISM and I said that it will piss off many women ....... I wondered about that always .... See my fanasty is to find a girl who when teased then actually becomes more submsissive and then beggs me me honestly for my attention ,,,,,  A GIRL WHO WANTS ......... ME !  NOT THREATENING to DOMINATE THINGS . take control  ,,,  ansd say , I will just do it myself ,,  her threats ,,,,,,,,,,, threats ,, threats ,,, think about that word , listen to her words and how she says them ,, her attitude , the tone of her voice ,,,,, feel the reaction in your self ,,,, and and . Who is DOM who is topping ans why and how .. and are both of your goals being reached ,,,,,,, but , reality is reality ,, her inner self is expressed , so she will just make you feel better lie to you and then relase her self in the bathroom !   the reality I now live with ,, stupid little threats ,,,, but what do we each really want ,, we want each other that is what we want ! and denial of oragaism is my way of hightening her desire for ........... ?   me? Or her own old fashioned habit patterens ?

When you deny her her oragsim and you also have not cum ? or enjoyed fucking at least enjoyed being played with the attention and time and effort and concern and .....,, no you are just as twisted as she is ,,,, in denial ,,, ohh but the girl will now ,, now ,, now .. use , bring up the past the idea but she did not cum this morning , her pain is greater than yours ,,,, HeY YOU SAID I COULD  do that with out fear ! I could USE you ! ... now now I you bring it up as a tool ... "you did not cum !  you said that you just enjoyed being fucked for being fucked sake" ,,,, if I gotta fear that any sex will be used later as a tool to demand me ... DEMAND ,, me maniputlate me to change my actions later .. ohh a variable should I stop SEX! IS THIS WHOLE aspect now the stress I wanted her to be some what free of , my safe place ,,,.... Is this the stress reduction I am looking for ?   whose WHOSE JOB YOUNG MASTER IS IT TO ............. TRAIN . and how ? well for 1 you gotta talk to tell her you wants , your expectations .. clear derections .......... Hey baby when I tease you ,,, feel your desire for me ! ........ clear to the point derections. Read the above shithead ,, try to think about your life what you have received , your feelings , your expectations ,, what you both said in the contract ,, how are you both becoming each others ! ....... TREASURE .  

 

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Is she ready for .. torure?

 

So I was saying I gotta write about my style of you , young master  , I want you to enjoy sex fully while young not happen into it over the years .. when my Debbie said , but MASTER ( no she called me dear like normal ) most younger girls are not , ready not mauture enough to enjoy what you do , or what you want you sons to enjoy ..... and I I have been thinking ... mauturity of the girls yes .. a younger girl exposed to my style can be put off .. she could become scared and not expect all the changes she ,, she ,, honestly expects to drive to somewhat control the relationship ,, even though she tells herself it is the guy who directs where and what they do ... but NO , the girl has some inner faith that , her boyfriend is a NICE GUY and respects her ,, what I do is not disrespectful ,, it is EXCITING ! SO YOUNG COUPLES HAVE TO ( or singles )  have to experience sex slowly building experience maturity ...... OK dipshit , think about it like the dream the fantsy of SLAVE TRAINING ..... look dumbass , the reality is this ,,, your youthful dating life is , 2 people who are already horny hormones running their lives .. meet for a date , they both want it bad! She wants it BAD but she may do the good girl thing ok , great in fact we like that right ( to an extent ) it makes us think she is the good girl she is ,, fine I am cool ... ( always remember in that good girl is a fantasy and slut wanting to fully enjoy the feelings of her body ... a happy lil' slut ) yo tow get together and you in her eyes aer romantic ,,, huh? You romanatic ? you think to yourself , what ? and it is true you are not some great romanaitc ,,, it is the illusion of desire on her part one of her COMPARTMENTS , wants to hide her own DIRTY LUST in some sort of perception in your skill s of romance ... busllshit ,,, you both start kissing , then touching then the heart starts punding your dick gorws , her pussy wets ( like it has been all day just waiting for that date with you ) you touch her skin , her tits , she brushes up against your engorged cock in your pants ,,, and ,,, and ,,, it is clothes off and fuck like rabbits .... The relationship ahs changed the ice is broken , the relationship is  never ,, never ,,, never the same ,,, roamance ?  bullshit you my friend young master never was and never really will be some great romance dude ... it is not us!   Tif the girl does not subconciusly build up a romancitic evening herself with out knowing ,,,they do that they lead with out knowing ,, they KISS BACK ,and off to bed yo9u both go .... Same goes with romance and dating later on ... she unconcsiuosly makes the night what her fantasy needs romance .... You are just a fisherman or hunter you are NO ROMANTIC .. by nature .

 

Now the girls body is very sensitive her ,, ideepest inner fantasy of ruffer sex are there they have flowed in and out of her mind since her earliy teens .... It is your job ,, YOUR JOB . to be a master to lead her where she realy wants to go..... where is that , that is where , that movie comes second ,, to her body ... her own lust ... is the best recreation , it is more fun than anything ... and it has NOTHING  to do with ROMANCE ... it is just bio chemical lust ...  I said before way back ,,, last year about testing a new girl with the wrist locks and throat tests ...... testing her SUBMISSVIE NATURE .... WELL I want you to bring that slowly into your relationship as she becomes hotter as she lusts ,, to do that you .. you .. you gotta MASTER , direct the rlatioship  not just react . to her .. HER LEAD ... her lead  is if she is ready you quickly get your cock inside her before she changes her mind ! right .... It is like stealing pussy better get the pussy now before it goes away ...... this is all to do with the person who really controls the sex life ,, she does , by accident , the submissive is controlling what she thinks the Dom is controlling and you are begging for pussy so you allow it to happen ....... YOU GOTTA THINK DIPSHIT , you gotta read my ideas and realy fucking think realize what is happening in your life ,,, then train that girl you really love to be a good girl ..... ome is if you have been using the MASTER BUSINESS card pick up well you have told her strainght up who and what you are , if not then you gotta move her without her knowing where she ,,, she .. she instinctally wants to go ... SLOWLY remember she does not have the maturity to desire it already to almost ask you for you to fill her needs ........ things like orgasism denial ........... think about oragasism denial ,, bringing her to edge then stopping ,,, now if the girl is a controller ,, feels her pussy is made of gold , if her inner person really understands her power the power of her pussy ...... then do ing that will get this ,,, it will get her mad ,, she will damand you fuck her , to give her pleasure ... not do that again !.. NOT DO THAT AGAIN 1! ... as you experience women you will understand ... one will be naturally submisse=ive and let you lead and submit because she ,, she .. does not want to lose you ! the other , is treating you like MEAT , you are just on of the males in her STABLE ,,, and she controls you through her pussy ! DENIAL is simple ,, it is just teasing ,, DIPSHIT , get this make sure the girl gets loud ! // get he r to breath loud to maon loud ,, to scream in time .... The best way is for you to lead as you see her face .. you see she is feeling ,,, whatever you are doing just moan and talk loud  in her ear ,, tell her talk to her DESCRIBE , how your fingers are poppoing her clit ,, touching the lips of her pussy ,, pulling on the hairs of her cunts , enjoying the wetness ,, then moan in lust ,, that natural sound of lust ... be loud and she will become louder under the safe cover of your sounds ,,, the LOUDER  she get the better she enjoys the activity   

 

Look , finding the  male in you who lusts for SQUEEKY SOUNDS ... for the reaction ! for that knowing that the girl is submitting and feeling her body ... getting out of the grab the quick pussy .. into sexual art ! .... Then slowly over the course fo weeks you spank , you ass fuck ,, you deny orgaisms .. you use toys ... you restrain her ( cuffs ropes scarf ) it the silf scarf is the best and easiest , the cuff can be dangerous honestly ,, it can cause a pain which distracts for the real fun ! .. even with the pink fuzzys on it ... if can be uncomfortable , but she may not tell you ,, bummer the lack of feed back of talking of understanding hurts both of you YOUNG MASTER ... that is why understanding the idea of LOVING DOMINACE .. of bdsm thru different eyes ... as just really cool natural recreation and sex ,,,, not just  A PAIN SLUT activity .... Well there is her level of maturity and there is your level of experience .... Both come only in one way over time .... I say move slow add little things what she may say ,,, may say ,, her good girl compartment says ,, NEVER NEVER NEVER ... well her happy lil' slut compartment is whispering really loud , please master , please master,  please USE ME MASTER !

So it is up to you after she has gotten exticed , keep her in a level of excitement and give her little things , so ass licks ,, keep that finger circling her ass as she is getting licked or while you are playing wit her CLIT ... and if she baulks compalanins about the ass stimulation ,,, and moves your hand well stop direct clit stimulation to co - in - side , with her actions of moving your fingers off her ass , hole .... Then as you move back towards direcet clit stimutlation , also move back your fingers for anal stimutlation ,,,, keep pushing ... do not let her BITCH compartment destroy her ! remember deep in her is a lil slut .....talk to her about how good her pussy feels how horny she is ,, tell her she is an animal ... what ever ,, just Talk about sex not football .

 

While kissing hiold her wrists like your hads were hand cuffs and litely move them behind her like .. like . well , like you were holding her hands behind her back against her will , but start slowly ......... you are developoing her level of MATURITY each experience allows her to realize deep in herself , the TRUTH ,, she is ,, IS ... a girl ! she is submissive ........ biting ... well you already do that right the hicky phase ... biting is natural , but biting for squeaky sounds now that takes times ,,, first hold