chcik flick fall back
Chick flick fall back
Back back into the old pain of .... I WONDER IF .... I wonder if she is in the mood? See young master how , that question is really the basis for you actions .... SEX IS NATURAL the reason you two were attracted ,,,, I do not care what bull hsit you believe or she believes ,,, when you two become honest really feel and think honestly you both do .. yes she does to , she will also admit the sex drive she has ......... both of you will agree that the INSTINCT of the sex drive plays the greatest part in both of you two getting together... if iot were not for the sexual drive you both could find friendship in your won sex ,, and not hve to deal with the problems of the sexual differences in connumication and shit ..... many girl want to ignore this fact ,,, but honestly many girls now a days aready to admit in fact embrace their instincts about sex ........ especially after years of sexual frustrtation in their own life ,,, theeffect of to many nice guys around ...the effect of having to in reality be the aggressors ........
We were watching a chick flick .... I was seeing the attractiveness that the nice guy persona has to women ,,,, when compared to the liar male of STEROTYPE .. ( the master you ! dipshit the one who will take the time to study become mentoed in the Dom arts are not sterotype male no where near like them YOU ARE THE NEW AGE OF NICE MALE ) DURING THAT MOVIE MY OLD PROGRAMING CAME BACK ,, THE FEELING OF HATE ! ,, YES HATE NOT FOR MY LOVELY FEMALE , BUT FOR THE LIFE I ONCE LIVED THE LIFE WHERE , MY SEXUAL URGES WERE DEPENDANT on ... on on ... the vairalble of how is she feeling her desire of assuming how she was feeling and thinking ... was she up for sex ? was she horning , will my attentions be ignored once again ? will my hard on be left un attended again ,,, will all my inner inner feelings and energies be insulted ? the stress of seling the sex act to her each and every time ,,, it feels like to you YOUNG MASTER , that you are like on your first date every fucking night after the relationship ages after the honey moon is over ,,, after yo9u have gotten 15 or 20 no's .. no's no's you get to expect it a NO or worse yet an insult aobut your desire of care for her .... The statement about ALL YOU WANT IS SEX ! AND SHIT LIKE THAT ignores all the other aspects of what you do in the relationship and the reason why you you work so hsrd and are ,, are the nice guy she choose ini the first place .......... You were fucked like your nature expected ,, you dipshit made the honor bound commitmewnt to her , you said I LOVE YOU ... and now ,, you are stuck ! with her controlling the relationship because of your respect and love for her ,,, you don not want her to be angry with you , so after a series of NO'S you fear trying , you fear building up you desire ,, in fact even allowing the concept you have sesire for the fear of ... 1 more rejection is PYSHICALLY to hard to bear , the stress on you mind and body to have to begg then get ./... none or worse be labeled as un loving or uncaring .......... Not a nice guy ........
When I fact as you pull away she is desiring in her fantasy mind ,, even un known to her consiuos mind , she is desiring the aggressive animal male to take her ,,,, the fantasy life , shown to be true in 80 percento fo women thru studies ,,, and the fact that over 50 oercent of books sold are the ROMANACE novel ,, the female porn ,, read those books or at least study the recommendations f those males who have , and understand the male hereo in those books is a DOM ,, like you young master ,,, insticntally balanced DOM not the liar sterotype male but the male who understands his desire and resepcts the instinctual women he wins ,, he values her ......... yet lusts her naturally and acts on that lust and she responds ......... your female does want to respond .... It is in her but she like you has been brain washed ... BRAIN WASHED , by the chick flick age .. bot of us confused ........ so I WAS FEELING THIS WAY again last night and I talked about it with my subbie ....... Only to find out her spin on the movie ,,, she was not triggered like I was to feel like me ,,,,,,,, OF COURSE NOT SHE IS NOT A ........ MALE ! but she was able to separate form her expectations long enough to realize that we male ane female do react differently to the same event ....... Like a chick flick ......... after I talked about my feelings , ( hey talking about feelings ,, so chick flick like so much a nice guy thing ) we got to kissing and I I to slowly biting increaseind the pressure of my bites slowly relaeasing her endorphine rush ,,,, moving into some strang grasping and some scratches , nipple bite pulls and bites , then a spanking and a belt whipping ( she hated the belt now after the WELT she liked it ... the welt ? study the book LOVING DOMINANT ) I went form feeling that hatered for having to gues whether or not touch the woman I want in my life ,,, the gamble ,, having to sell myself sexually like the first time to a person who used to fuck me wildly but now has said no ... no ..no .. once to often who has taken control of everything in reality ..... I went from DREAD ! back to NATURE .. back to myself each and every day feeling and trusting in her submission to me ,,, trusting htat ,,, I will not be back ,, back under the thumb of a girl as deeply sexually frustrated as myself ,,, for only one reason ,, the reason that we both are trying to live up to the fairy tale of the RIGHT relationship as potrayed in ............CHICK FLICKS .... No dipshit I trust in her submission all the while being aware of how easy it is to BACK SLIDE .. to turn down a side road heading back to the Vanilla City ... leading us away form this natural happiness and contentment we have found in DOM/sub town in the respct for our instincts we have realized is the TRUTH here in D/s town
