who is resonsile for training??
Who is responsible 4 training?
What type of question is that ? well a real question because young master the Life style is not clear cut because of the baggage we each hold .... Our habits of RE - ACTING to the events of life . But in the contract you state your concern for her , your thoughts of her becoming your treasure ,,, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN TO YOU ? she talks about her desire to submit to please you , that you are her treasure ,, yes you DIPSHIT sre her treasure her wealth her strength ,,, young master I talk about you as being in a position of working making a living being responsible with money to have some what of a comfortable secure life income ... OK reasonable expectation for a good man ,,, the classic nice guy ....... But now as your DOM side is being expressed there are extra responiblities in your life ,, the responsibility to train ... train ? her ? to teach her to be what you want .. to become that treasure ... that treasure that treasures you ( in reality you gotta first re- train yourself ! shithead , re-train yourself to be true to your wants ) oooh yes how are you like her treasure , her riches her security ...... wow that is hard to describe but ,,, you gottta just feel or think about her words her contract to you , read between the lines ... the motives behind the written words ...... she depends on you .
And I depend on her to make my life easy as possible , easy is predictable ,, challenges are common , everyday I have to deal with lots of stuff , from traffic to customers to bills to ex wives to children and family demands ... and government shit ..... I depend that she will be the 1 thing that I no longer have to guess about . MY FANATSY .... The fantasy she wants to create for you , because ,,, why ? why ? shy sould she want your life to be easy .... Because when your life is easy then you can relax ... and relax where with who ? well with her ! ,,, she is finnaly the one place in the whole planet that you YOUNG MASTER can go and feel wanted , desired unstood respected ,,, DEPENDABLY .... But dumbass , it is not easy ,, she comes with her habit pattterens like you ... the old way of dealing with stress with her own feelings ,,, unrealized expectations .... Old habits and Dominate traits . Every girl no matter how submissive has these Dom traits , they are part of life ,,, and a good thing ,,,, good when expressed outside of the relationship there I am proud of her being strong manipulative even ........ with me...well with me it just causes me stress , COMPOUNDING STRESS .... Now she is one more thing that I find to be stressful .... Hence , you do not want to be around her ...... sounds like the VANILLA CITY ...... remember you both are building a life finding your careers , your job and job descriptions in D/s town ( DOM / subbie town ) . When you are relaxed dumbass , then she is relaxed ,, sound reasonable ... you want to be there around that which relaxes you ,, right? And that means she has a treasure ,, the treasure is some one who really really wants her .... Wants her so much more than anyone else has ever wanted her ,,,,, that feeling of being loved wanted desired ,, is a wealth every woman wants many many do not have ..... but it often is her little reactions to you that will be the deciding ,, the cause & effect ... that will sepreate you mentally first form her then later you may not want to be around her ....... You know you have felt it in the past .. D/s is the life style we choose to prevent and deal with the old problems ........ training to become a treasure ... you training to become DOM in ways you may never have ever really thought about ... thinking and concerning yourself in many factors of her life and her attitudes , to create that TREASURE you really really want ... you trainin her when you feel she is not realizing what is happeneing ........ TRAINING ? fuck dipshit it is just a fucking word a tool for describing a SOMETHING ........ a something that you and her both want .
Now to details , yesterday I bruched on sexual topics ,, the fun I have in seeing hearing feeling a woman .. enjoy ? her body .... Or learning to enjoy ,,,, being bitten or even being spanked at first may not have been enjoyable ..... riding the first time on SPACE MOUNTAIN may not have been really enjoyable unless you had some background on extreme rides ... extreme sex is like that a taste one builds over time until they love the ride! Like you may love to ride reall freaky amusement park rides .... NOW young master you have EXPECTAION ,, the vision of your fantasy .... You hope she will react like the girl in your dreams ,, you hope everything will go as it did in the dream ,,WRONG , life never really goes exactly like the dream but close often close enough to then find the way to TRAIN her to fulfill the image you want ,, the girl you like .. the treasure .... This will come up over an over with many many different things ... now remember VARIABLE stress ,,, is she supposed to be a THING that is stressfull in your life ? or is she the dependable ? so when an aspect of the sex life you BOTH are enjoying becomes a variable ... a STRESS .. what do you think your inner animal will do ? will you want to keep that stress in your life or get rid of it ... and if you get rid of it ,,, you get rid of your fanasty ... the dream ,, maybe eating away at the whole dream as you ,, put aside one thing after another ...... andwhy put it away ,,, well becaue she , is toping form the bottom ,,, her want is first in her mind she is not thinking about you ,,, BUT WHAT IS HER ........ REAL WANT ! her real want is you ! I talked about DENIAL of ORGASISM and I said that it will piss off many women ....... I wondered about that always .... See my fanasty is to find a girl who when teased then actually becomes more submsissive and then beggs me me honestly for my attention ,,,,, A GIRL WHO WANTS ......... ME ! NOT THREATENING to DOMINATE THINGS . take control ,,, ansd say , I will just do it myself ,, her threats ,,,,,,,,,,, threats ,, threats ,,, think about that word , listen to her words and how she says them ,, her attitude , the tone of her voice ,,,,, feel the reaction in your self ,,,, and and . Who is DOM who is topping ans why and how .. and are both of your goals being reached ,,,,,,, but , reality is reality ,, her inner self is expressed , so she will just make you feel better lie to you and then relase her self in the bathroom ! the reality I now live with ,, stupid little threats ,,,, but what do we each really want ,, we want each other that is what we want ! and denial of oragaism is my way of hightening her desire for ........... ? me? Or her own old fashioned habit patterens ?
When you deny her her oragsim and you also have not cum ? or enjoyed fucking at least enjoyed being played with the attention and time and effort and concern and .....,, no you are just as twisted as she is ,,,, in denial ,,, ohh but the girl will now ,, now ,, now .. use , bring up the past the idea but she did not cum this morning , her pain is greater than yours ,,,, HeY YOU SAID I COULD do that with out fear ! I could USE you ! ... now now I you bring it up as a tool ... "you did not cum ! you said that you just enjoyed being fucked for being fucked sake" ,,,, if I gotta fear that any sex will be used later as a tool to demand me ... DEMAND ,, me maniputlate me to change my actions later .. ohh a variable should I stop SEX! IS THIS WHOLE aspect now the stress I wanted her to be some what free of , my safe place ,,,.... Is this the stress reduction I am looking for ? whose WHOSE JOB YOUNG MASTER IS IT TO ............. TRAIN . and how ? well for 1 you gotta talk to tell her you wants , your expectations .. clear derections .......... Hey baby when I tease you ,,, feel your desire for me ! ........ clear to the point derections. Read the above shithead ,, try to think about your life what you have received , your feelings , your expectations ,, what you both said in the contract ,, how are you both becoming each others ! ....... TREASURE .
