Running with an Hard On
Running with a hard-on
Young master I want you to think shit head think for yourself ,, in fact thaqt is why I write so poorly not only because I am not a writer but , if my words are like a puzzle if you gotta think to understand wht the fuck I am writing about ,, I did my job ... I got your stupid lazy ass thinking .... JOB 1 DONE .. get you thinking for yourself ....
So on my run this morning I had this up and down hard on ....over and over ... so I came back did my usual get my good girl up for a morning pee that way getting fucked will not be painful having full bladder and backed up kidneys ( wow interesting how much concern a man who calls him self a MASTER would have for some one he calls a slave ..... why ... value her importance in my life ,, the difference she is from the norm .. ? ) and had her be my puppy and I just unzipped and fucked her .... Have her feel my pants against her naked body ....... OK JUST THINK YOUNG MASTER .... Have fucked a girl her naked submissive ... your toy .... And did you use her ,,, you dressed .... Way back when slaves were naked and owners were allowed clothes .... Just think about growning up in a world like that well for 1000's of years in the history of your ancestors your DNA well that was life ,, real salvery ... slaves were expensive tools , something gto be valued ..... to be values ,,, like I see so many guys who treat their car or truck better than they treat their family and wife ..... VALUE ...... they treat a tool a car / truck a tool with importance .... Their woman well there are large dynamaic to explain why he treats her like shit ,,, I wonder what the dynamics are and how they evolved .... If she were a slave he may care more about her ...... hmmmmm interesting .
Fucking her with my clothes on ,,, just unzipping and sticking myself in her ,,, FORCING , yes penetrating her ,,,, if my dick is soft it folds and does not make penentration ,,,, ever had that shithead? Maybe it was because you fucke so much and yet still wanted more then you did not have a quality hard on strong enough to force its way into her ... to PENENTRATE her ........ to dominant her .... To push your self into her body ... think about our NATURE . Honestly I think I may never have done that , becaue I felt it an insult to pleasure myself ,, to not be concerned about her ,, first , to put her feelings in front of my needs ,,,,,,,, so I of course would think about making sex a tender activity ,,, make sure we were some what equal ,, her naked and me naked .... Yes using a woman ok , sure I know for a fact I have done that .... But to have her exposed naked and myself dressed ,,, just coming to her fucking her then kissing her , say thank you and leave ..... that honestly I think would have caused al LOAD OF SHIT ,,, it would have caused a fight a problem ..... BUT THEN AGAIN I know now the deep fanasty life of the female of most girls ,, the unspoken fanasty ,, un spoken because to speak her real deepest dreams of natures dirives ,, would be to go against the FEMEINST gains that have been made ,, the feminist gains that have brought all the happiness todays world ,,, the drug abouse the hiding confusions , the drpessions , the loneliness .... All the fun . ( FUCK TODAYS WORLD AND VALUES AND THE SO CALLED FUN ! )
OHHHH my god I felt good , fucking her like that , a bit .. yes a bit a prat of me was linked to the progressive nice guy male the concerned male ,, and felt like I was disrespecting her ............. But then another part honestly ,,, the real deepest part of me ... the part of me I have TWISTED ! ... ignored ,, felt it was bad ,, not considerate of female equality .... We are not equal .. sure we are equal in some ways yes ,, but in the way we were designed to interact ........ the nature of the PENETRATOR and the penetrated ........ IT FELT GOOD ( yes kinda kinky , it is only kinky the first time ) and it felt even better when her hand reached between her legs ass to caress my balls while I fucked her and encountering my pants leg she grabed my pants pulling on my pants then with town hands she nmoaned louder and pulled me harder ,,,,,,,, her animal loved the idea she was getting fucked! Disrespected ...... USED ! like she is designed to be used . ........ I was respecting her deepest inner nature ...... SHE CAN NOT TELL ME HER INNER SECRET WANTS , THE DEEPEST FANSTY THAT SHE HERSELF WILL NOT EVEN ALLOW HERSELF TO REALIZE SHE HAS ....... I came failry fast and she was content she is always content when I just use her ,,, but this time was even more so ,, was she content to feel her eslf ,, her inner being ,,, fiannlay be respected ,,, for me to respect her by DISRESPECT ........ no dipshit it is not disrespect .... No no insult ,,, in the fact the opposite .. yes opposite ,, I pasted my polite training . to allow US to experience out true inner nature ,, I gave her a gift of my strength to LEAD US out of Eygpt ,,, out of th rules and training all the lies that have been thrust on our minds .. lead us back to our true inner beings .......... Me TARZAN you jane !
It was like having her kneel before me yesterday ,,, no not for sex , but to just hold her next to my body , to cuddle her , to feel her presence and to experience her expressing her CHOICE ,, HER FREEDOM OF CHOICE ,, to follow my orders ( orders ? does the word the idea of giving your equal orders ,, it is fanasty shithead , but after you fall in love with her , the idea of ordering and even the idea that she would follow the oreder well is ... not even fanasty .... .. orders ) each little act , done once , and will be done much more often , each act ,,, makes me feel ! ... it makes me feel ... feel so unreal ...... feelings that I am realy being myself ,,,,, and I still go to work , take out the garabage empty the dishes in the am .... But only difference is that I do not resent the female in my life ,, that deep down feeling that unspoken confusion , and un felt resentment ..... AN UN FELT .......... NOT EVEN NOTICED ? yes sipshit , you have been insulting your instinct ,, you have been insulted since you were a baby ,, your true nature .... Your INSTINCT was twisted confusion , inslted ,,, then buried to the point you have never realized the level of damamge .............. think dipshit ,, think my friend young master ,, this will take time give yourself time to FEEL ,, you need the COMPARITIVE experiences to feel ! to learn what my ideas mean in your life ,,, to again realize the naute of MAN not the lies of your masters ... the twisting damamges their words have caused ,,, YOU AER A LOVING DOMINANT ! by nature ,, the cave man protecting the cave ,, going out to hunt and fight for his females and children ,, the good male instinctual animal .... And to be respected and loved you need to be allowed to fuck at your own will and desire ,,, because that is the nature of a PENETRATOR !
